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Why do envy the lives of the normies if you don't care about having a normal life?
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>>94963why do
YOU* holy esl moment
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>>94960 (OP)I spent a minute in my head trying to remember as many names as I could from high school and I came up with three. I probably wouldn't even recognize my old classmates if I was shown a picture of them
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>>94963you can not want a conventional normal life while still envying particular things like belonging, being wanted, shared memories, relationships etc. those rnt contradictory
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>>94966I used to be a lot like that, not liking normies very much but still wishing I had close friends and such to enjoy life with. There just weren't people that I liked enough to even think it to be worth it to try. It kinda sucks ass. I know it's possible to be fully content alone and really not envying normies at all, since I learned to myself, but this might've just been a consequence of repeated social rapening that made even my
HECKIN' SOCIALERINO HUMAN BRAIN THAT NEEDS HECKIN' WHOLESOME CONNECTION not even want it anymore. It also took years. Maybe it could happen for you. Watch 'zellig in the meantime, unjokly, since it kind of touches on this
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>>94968yea as i said i usually dont gaf about socializing with normies or gaf what they think about either but it sucks knowing what youre missing out on just because you behave a certain way
>not liking normies very much but still wishing I had close friends and such to enjoy life withi mean you can have all that but with non normies. there are plenty of alt adjacent niggas out there that are more down to earth and more openminded. im mutuals with plenty of them on insta, too bad im too much of a high inhib retard to conversate with any of them though
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>>94969>i mean you can have all that but with non normies. there are plenty of alt adjacent niggas out there that are more down to earth and more openminded. im mutuals with plenty of them on instaThing for me is internet friends tend to be super neurotic and much more insincere than real friends. Both in-person and online friends suck in very different but extreme ways. Either way, if I did have friends at all, I'd want to be able to do more things than just playing video games or sharing memes or whatever. So basically my ideal friend is a slightly chuddy slightly autistic non-neurotic person my age who lives in my general area and is actually down to do shit (AKA doesn't exist, which is probably why my brain quit on the entire idea, geg)
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>>94960 (OP)>tranimeDidn't read, but you deserve it
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>>94960 (OP)>aryanimeRead, and you didn't deserve it.
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>>94973I raped this poster btw. Reply to this thread for a free personalized rape
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>>94971ehh i think online friends tend to be more real and let their true feelings out a lot more compared to irl ones due to anonymity and lack of consequences. you cant hang out with them irl i guess but i dont like going out anyway so it wouldnt really be a con for me. having someone you can truly be urself around mogs a hundred times more than having some faggot normgroid partner/friend
>So basically my ideal friend is a slightly chuddy slightly autistic non-neurotic person my age who lives in my general area and is actually down to do shiti used to have one, he was legit a carbon copy of me but he got into looksmaxxing getting girls etc and eventually started distancing himself away from me due to me being a neurotic rotter. i dont blame him doe id do the exact same thing in his position
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>>94975You're just shit around people irl bro. I've shared so much shit with friends.
>second partYou should both just kill each other atp
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>>94976guess what site ur on retard. obviously odds of me being neurotypical arent very high
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>>94978>>94980>all neurodivergency is autismJSID
As an adhd Bvll I'm very good at connecting very deeply with people, spergmonkey
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>>94985Cry about it assburger
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>>94984i have adhd too thoughever. i can connect with certain people pretty well too but having social skills is something thats based on ur environment, not ur neurodivergence (unless youre actually autistic)
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>>94987Just ignore your retardation and talk to people regardless. Not giving a fuck is the only skill worth learning
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>>94975btw
>looksmaxxingJust an aside looksmaxxing is genuinely stupid. 99% of the time if someone is autistic enough to obsess over their looks as much as these niggas, it's not their looks that were actually holding them back in the first place
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>>94988>Just ignore your retardationNot that chud but if someone actually did this consistently the constant failure and following judgement would probably drive most to suicide geg
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>>94988i dont like most people out there so im good
>>94989i agree
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>>94990yea lol if anything the avg autist will be even more socially inept afterwards due to the amount of negative reinforcement
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>>94984>Equating ADHD with actual mental disordersNigga you're retarded. Almost every child gets diagnosed with ADHD, to act like you're mentally different because you have ADHD is normgroid behavior. Most actual disorders come with inherent struggles not only talking to other people but forming deep connections including and not limited to NPD, BPD, ASPD, PPD, and all disorders across the Schizo spectrum. Having adhd dosn't compare to the mental rape that is having an actual disorder geg
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>>94994You have to go back, 4troon pedo
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>>94996>didn't deny being a 4cuckYup, it's time now. Leave.
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>>94997How am I from 4cuck geg
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I'm doing about as well as my former classmates apart from having a girlfriend. I still run into them when I'm out and they recognise me and say hello so it's not all bad.
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>>95038well obviously OP didn't make this thread for you, RETARDED NIGGER
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>>94960 (OP)It's okay bro, just kys. Honestly, you'll die anyway. Might as well skip all the bullshit in between. Life sucks nigger ass.
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>>94960 (OP)Fucking anime girl self-inset.
No girl ever does that. Not one that isn't fat or disgustingly ugly. Smoking a cigarette looking all mopey and aesthetic. Kill yourself.
Go bawl your eyes out then stand on the balcony looking out on the world. Fucking larp. Just shoot yourself in the temple. That's not a larp. You want to look all aesthetic and woe-is-my-retarded-ass. Larpy nigger. Melancholia. Sad, poor, hopeless me. Okay, then, faggot. Live up to it. Shoot yourself. Tie a rope. Jump. Nobody cares. If that's what you think than just kill yourself.
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>>95049I forgot to mention I'm trans, if that matters.
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>>95052thanks for letting us know
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Holy shit I was just doing this.
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genuinely this is teenage girl tier retardation literally everyone knows that they only post the good moments and never the bad moments most people figure this out before they turn 18
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>>94980This website got overrun by normalfags it's fucking over
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>>95154im not the one who u replied to, but i relate to this alot, its like being in that place where you cant pick either side and you just flip flop between the 2 depending on how you feel
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once you fully internalise hylic theory, study up on positive disintegration, etc, you stop wanting to socialise with the masses