My cat died today, buried her with my mom in the backyard. I didn't feel happy or sad, I didn't not feel anything either. From the moment I learned she died to her burial I just felt completely flat. Even tho I cared about her and tried spending a lot of t

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I think its over Chud 08/10/26 (Mon) 23:01:26 №94568 [Quote]

My cat died today, buried her with my mom in the backyard. I didn't feel happy or sad, I didn't not feel anything either. From the moment I learned she died to her burial I just felt completely flat. Even tho I cared about her and tried spending a lot of time in her final days I didnt feel a single thing on her deathbed.
<SNCA why does this matter
For years now I've been having problems with not feeling anything and caring/relating to people. It's been getting worse and worse over the years and now I think its reached its climax and I have stopped feeling or caring for anything. Any of the emotional receptors that would deal with that are fried. Any future relationships, friendships or even acquaintances are now out of my reach because the only way to connect to them is by forcing myself to care, which ofc is forced and normies easily see that shit. My only solution now would be to ack but when I tried looking into how to do it it was so complex to do I stopped giving a shit. I don't even care enough to kms. I don't think I'm even alive enough to do it.

Chud 08/10/26 (Mon) 23:02:22 №94569 [Quote]

Also I have never been to a shrink because they're evil and have never been medicated for anything, if that matters.

Chud 08/10/26 (Mon) 23:04:21 №94571 [Quote]

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my dog died when i was 16 he was having a seizure for 3 hours and i also didnt feel a thing i was just watching him all that time

Chud 08/10/26 (Mon) 23:16:18 №94572 [Quote]

>>94571
Jesus, my condolences. My cat was really cold all the time and was barely keeping on because she was somehow poisoned, or so the vet said. She got a bit better for a day or two but didnt eat or drink and at the checkup today we decided to put her down. I remember seeing her hide because her instincts were telling her to and I just forced myself to stay with her for an hour so she had someone with her. Man if someone poisoned her on purpose I'm finding that nigger, beheading him and posting him on /soy/ cuz gore is allowed again. It'd be the principled thing to do.

Chud 08/10/26 (Mon) 23:26:23 №94573 [Quote]

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Here's a pic of her, a year old but she didn't change much. She was the last anchor to normalfaggotry I had left and even tho I feel nothing I'll forever try and cherish her memory whilst I'm still alive.

Chud 08/10/26 (Mon) 23:32:14 №94574 [Quote]

Yeah I haven't had emotions since I was 16. I have moods, I can be happy/sad/frustrated etc but I don't get emotional. You don't have to kys or take meds, you can fix it from a meditation retreat or a strong drug trip, but you could also end up worse, it's a coin flip so just be ready for anything

Chud 08/11/26 (Tue) 04:49:25 №94599 [Quote]

My sister was like this at first when her hamster died. It hit her eventually, and hit hard. The same might happen for you.

Chud 08/11/26 (Tue) 04:50:54 №94601 [Quote]

>>94599 (Me)
For extra info I'm pretty sure me and my sis are both sociopaths. Just I also have to be cursed with autism too. Sucks and I wouldn't wish it on anybody.

Chud 08/11/26 (Tue) 11:17:14 №94657 [Quote]

>>94601
you could also just be repressing

Chud 08/11/26 (Tue) 19:21:51 №94680 [Quote]

im sorry for your loss and i hope you find your emotions

Chud 08/12/26 (Wed) 07:24:03 №94720 [Quote]

suicide is the worst option

Chud 08/12/26 (Wed) 10:18:25 №94753 [Quote]

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I felt a similar way when my cat and dog passed away (not at the same time of course but within a few months of each other), I absolutely did care about and love them while they were alive but when this happened it felt like it didn't bother me as much as it should have (as in it hardly bothered me at all), the grief didn't hit me at a later time either. Maybe I just accepted that they passed and handled it well I don't really know

Chud 08/12/26 (Wed) 10:19:19 №94754 [Quote]

>>94720
tsmt
>origigano

Chud 08/12/26 (Wed) 13:57:04 №94759 [Quote]

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Just because you don't drown in tears every time something bad happens doesn't mean you're a sociopath

Chud 08/12/26 (Wed) 21:20:01 №94772 [Quote]

>>94759
Tsmt, everyone grieves differently