/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

Before anyone starts leaking in the replies about how I'm "a heckin fakecel" let it be known I don't subscribe to the majority of bp ideology (waoooow wimenz respecter award) but as it stands up until very recently I have been very socially awkward and tense etc. around the majority of girls my age when I interact with them and I'm a KV (no H because a girl hugged me goodbye at a party that I was leaving early (i don't like parties) while she was very drunk). And basically most girls don't talk to me unless they have to or they're clearly just being friendly. So basically I have never really had any success with girls properly. But recently, I have been able to talk to multiple that I found attractive fairly easily with little awkwardness which is a strange change, I don't know how I suddenly developed that. But the bigger thing is that girls seem to have started to genuinely enjoy talking to me? Idk basically my card wouldn't let me through at the gym and I went up to one of the employees (she was around my age definitely a few years older) idk I literally asked her to let me through and she made a brief error and was smiley and giggling while talking to me and being overly friendly. So either I looked so stupid it was laughworthy or I don't look subhuman. And then just today, this girl I used to go to secondary with walked in front of me and saw me behind her and said like "hiiiiiii [my name]" and actually wanted to talk to me and was asking me questions about college and being very friendly and stuff. And the best part is I didn't fuck it up and be extremely awkward or stumble over my words at all or say anything stupid. And both those girls were pretty good-looking. Not to mention two other positive things involving attractive girls that I can't be bothered to write down. So if anything this is proof that I am MOSTLY no longer a socially awkward fucking sperg when talking to girls and they seem to be actively approaching me (if for a short while) now. So things are on the up. DOE should I mention I have now grown to ~6'0, and I have definitely become significantly more decent-looking over the last couple of years and I'd say I'm fairly average maybe MTN. Anyway no real point to this just sharing because I thought this wouldn't be possible.