>>90749 (OP)Sounds like my first year in uni. The only difference was that I went to a couple parties, got shitfaced and embarrassed myself infront of everybody. Ended up in the same position as OP in the end. The only difference was that it taught me not to give a shit, so when the next year rolled around, I had more confidence and actually made a couple friends.
My advice is: Be retarded. I don't mean a little goofy, I mean be criminally retarded. Because let's be real, what the fuck to you have to loose? You're gonna be the quiet odd guy that never bothered anybody, get your degree in gay dance theory and start working in McDonalds. Or you could be the psychotic out of control retard that everybody has heard of and is afraid of. Your choice.