/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

>be me
>struggling alone in my college dorm prepping for my finals
>had my birthday one month ago
>parents want me to come home
>i do
>mom sacks me about bringing my own clothes because
<why arent you washing them regularly you little shit
<you're always so dirty you're like grandma (mentally ill cat woman with senile squalor syndrome)
>she knows I've been struggling with insomnia for a year, that I was struggling with a physical illness for a month, that i had to cram all my time for study and had to neglect myself but …
>it's always my fault
…
>go to sleep
>wake up at 3 am because my mother is screaming at my sister because she did some SNCA shit that pisses her off (my mom can't 'tard wrangle my sister)
>have problems falling back to sleep
>fall asleep
>wake up
>i bitch to my mom about it
>she brings back the exact same talking points as yesterday
<YOU'RE NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH
<IT'S NOT MY FAULT
<YOU SEE I HAD TO SCREAM AT HER AT 3 AM BECAUSE I JUST HAD TO OKAY? EVEN THOUGH I KEEP SCREAMING AT HER ALL THE TIME AND HER BEHAVIOR DOESN'T CHANGE, I SHOULD PROBABLY KEEP SCREAMING AT HER
<YOU KNOW YOU ALSO WOKE ME UP WHEN YOU WERE 9 AT NIGHT RIGHT??
<YEAH YOU LITTLE SHIT YOU WOKE ME UP AT 9 SO I'M PERFECTLY JUSTIFIED
mfw my entire day was wasted because i slept like dog shit because of her. I'm still hearing her bitching about me bringing my clothes