>>89752 (OP)You learn to live with it. You abuse alcohol, any form of niccotine, and get over it.
You do all this at night, lay in bed and think. The alcohol would probably make you feel worse, but it gets you thinking. You kinda just accept your faith, what you look like and keep living.
Focus on your education and moove on. Don't sven think about what you look like, dom't even look at yourself and go on. If you don't care about dating, don't even try to do a makeover to look more attractive. Maybe start working out a bit to distract yourself.
If some sentances don't make much sense, it's because i'm drunk and have a 50mg nic pouch in my mouth.