/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

who says you cant? if you put your mind to it you can achieve it

>>88620
I wish you were right, but I can't finish anything and I'm starting to seriously doubt if I am capable of creating.
Once a project gets to a certain point, I lose the vision and get stuck and it's really hard to work on it, I get immediately tired when I sit down to work on it and even start to hate it.
I've been trying everything, discipline training, task notes, improving my sleep and diet, deleting all social media and apps from my phone and recently I somehow finally managed to ditch porn for almost a month and becoming immune to urges, yet I steel feel like the same lazy shit. Actually I feel emptier now.
I am genuinely starting to think that I am simply predestined to be a servile goycattle that only consumes, after all, if everyone was creative, it would lose it's value.

>>88627
To build a great work you need to be disciplined to work at all. A nodraw probably couldn't be assed to finish a whole sculpture his first try, and if he does, it will be unfinished to every artist. To paint, first learn to sketch everyday, then you learnt to finish one, then learn to do multiple finished drawings a week, then a painting a week, then masterpieces in year. Start doing small things often to build your discipline. Quantity brings forward quality. Never stop

>>88671
you're right, I need to stop being a howie and a whiner and just keep trying until something happens. it just feels impossible and overwhelming most of the time

You have to turn off your internet and learn how to be bored again, it'll get your brain's cogs jogging, algorithmic feeds deliberately act against and sabotage your free will.

>>88929
>keep trying untill something happens
Nothing happens on it's own. Build your discipline and have fun so you become addicted to it. Things are easy when you have the experience and confidence.

>>88950
I don't use any social media or apps though, I don't even watch zogtube anymore
the only place online I visit is the sharty

start making things even if they arent good in the beginning keep going until u can look down on all the other things masterworks only come from pure dedication

>>88627
what have you made until now?

>>>88950 (You)
>I don't use any social media or apps though, I don't even watch zogtube anymore
>the only place online I visit is the sharty
You should probably stop visiting the sharty all together and figure out what hobbies you have outside of this shithole tbqh, you're just wasting your time if you have real aspirations, maybe thats why you're getting nothing done.

>>88627
That's just neuroticism, if you get past the first hurdle of losing patience before you finish your projects it will become an upside. When you feel like you're losing your vision, immediatly stop whatever you're doing and do nothing even remotely stessful for a couple of days, that includes things like playing competetive vidya and talking to people

>>88618 (OP)
It's a good motivation to start creating. Start drawing, log out from this site and live a happy life. If you want to draw humons buy complere guide drawing from life by (((Bridgman))) and start redrawing. Then catch up on color theory and other art shit. Just remember that nobody drew 'Lisa on their first attempt. We all start from nothing, everything does

>>89158
You also need to isolate yourself from distrACKtion, so stop gooning, watching jewtube. Try using site blockers o algo. Your phone is main target. Install some restickting prog on it AND LOCK THE FUKKING IN

I get the complete opposite effect when I look at art or media online, all the stuff I like is old and pretty much everything I see now made by people online is ugly and disgusting. I see art now and think wow I could probably do better if I spent some more time improving

You don't need to create anything.
And it's simplier to not do it.
Usually people want it just because they see something good and they want to make something similiar just to have something behind their name.
But you can just enjoy existance of good things.
There always be creators and observers and this is not something that's bad.

>>88618 (OP)
just take 2kg horse diarrhea pill and youll be fine, worms are sucking motivation out of you no cap mane