/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

I only now truly realized this because fucking normal cattle psyops everyphono into thinking you need friends not a gf to not feel lonely

>>88121 (OP)
i dont agree with you. i find comfort in the other people i know irl

i want neither a girlfriend nor a friend, I am perfectly content by myself

>>88122
mindbroken
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cuddling is gay

>>88121 (OP)
I used to be the same until I understood that I only wanted a girl for sex and fame like ze goyim propaganda spoke such, when i broke outta it i realized that i didn't have to have someone to cuddle with, i just needed to b okay with myself which i struggle with but still am working on

>because fucking normal cattle psyops everyphono into thinking u need friends not a gf to not feel lonely

i mean it depends from person to person imo. personally? i do agree with u on that in a way where i kinda felt for it, tried to make friends with ppl who DID share the same interests with me, but i didn't always show my true self with em and i had to mask a lot and pose as a retard or overly kind nigga.

when i realized that im "killing myself" by not allowing my true self to show in the trade off of being friends with others on a personal than formal matter, i stopped believing in the goyMKULTRA

do note, imo u WILL have to lie (at least in america) a lot in order to actually get friends and girlfriends, maybe im wrong and im willing to talk to someone bout why it'll be wrong to assume such, but from my eyes i had to lie a lot because the goyim propaganda stated that "TRUE NIGGER GOY- I mean, friends! true friends! still have care for others no matter what their other, being friend, says or does!!! no matter how boring, annoying! etc"

>>88141
I'm moving to asia soon and I will slay thousands of chinks because I'm white over 6'0

>>88145
Will u use a m16A4, or a longsword


very important question

>>88141
By true self you mean saying words nigger and faggot and being chuddy? It's a huge problem when making friends with normies, this scares them off instantly.

>>88169

>By true self you mean saying words nigger and faggot and being chuddy? It's a huge problem when making friends with normies, this scares them off instantly.

yes and no. yes, i have chuddy thoughts sometimes and such makes me not feel motivated to socialize since no matter what i do as of now, they aren't going away. maybe its bad that im chuddy, maybe the normies have a point, idk, once more im willing to debate ig, i will say alotta chuds don't actually explain their reasons as to why they think chuddy or IF they do, big if, they dont rlly use negotiation as a manner to get to the normies head, off topic tho


as far as no, I don't actually go full on chud and say such insults to normies, nor my true self is such. idk who my true self is fully for the matter, i know he doesnt interact with SNCA, and such SNCA is alotta normie topics like kpop or sports. does that make me cool? idfk probably not, who gives a shit.

ur true self is the traits, actions, and interests of u, which u know of and have emotional both good and bad (IMO) yes, there can be some chuddy nigga bout the walks saying every slur known to our existence, the site has a lot of people like that here and u wonder why they stay here im in the same boat and im trying to get off said boat, i try not to be too chuddy or reserved but it does come at the cost of feeling uncomfortable or confused but ig the feeling isn't going to last long, if i keep trying to balance not being an actual sheep, and trying to be sociable but not to "i need MAD human validation rn!!!1" levels

>>88175
>to get to the normies head
that's useless, chinktok took away all their critical thinking
>SNCA is alotta normie topics like kpop or sports
this is another point why I dislike normigroids, most of their hobbies are popular but non-intellectual raisin which just uselessly takes away your time. Like serials, anime, watching sports, jewtube o algo.
>im trying to get off said boat
why?

>>88200

>why?

Simple-ish? I hate how I live and I know that even with the autism I have, I actually can hold my weight when it comes to talking to others. I don't like how my time is spent on here and even though doing things outside of my routine makes my mind go "DOCCTOOOOOOOOOOOOOS!!!1121e12e21e21ee21e1" i'll still walk on or try to do such.

I know I can make friends, and I know I can use my autism fixation in commutation and negotiation to get somewhere. I'm not planning to "jump off ship" as in normiemaxx and cry like a blithering weakling when I realize that I cant be friendmaker 101.

I plan to jump off ship as a build up plunge than a blind jump, (even tho it is a blind jump, anything can happen cuh) because I know I can't actually normiemaxx and no matter how hard I try, its not going to work.

so, this build up will be me trying to make friends but not like picking every John or Sally, finding ppl who have similar interests to me (public relations, military, econ, vida, history, guns) and just seeing what i can go from there, maybe i won't leave sharty, maybe i will. but im not changing how i see the world and how i see normies, and that'll go into why i don't wanna normiemaxx. once again its not possable


>that's useless, chinktok took away all their critical thinking

they're gaining it back, and they're loosing it. its a cycle. when darkness comes, we see it as light in the moment until it hits us with stone cold realization of our own self inflicted retrograde. sure, intelligent people ARE dropping, im not gonna bitch round' and say they're coming back up, but ppl are realizing that this world, the people both high and low are not what they seem.

i look towards talking to normies who have realized this retrograde and took the steps to reverse it as hard as it is. im still recovering rn and it sucks mad ass, but life goes on.

if this does happen and intelligence sprouts again (or atp just plain common sense, niggas be treating the road like GTA 5) it will fall again, and it'll probably rise again. suffering and hope is a cycle, just as life and death.

>>88266
Your interests aren't really niche so you'll likely find people who share these, good luck with that. As for thinking patterns, I think people are born this way, this is mostly innate trait. If a critical thinker gets born and raised in NPC environment, he will eventually understand it and get out of it. And vice versa, a sheeple normie raised with focus on critical thinking will reject it and become the NPC e-slave he always wanted to be.

>>88336

>As for thinking patterns, I think people are born this way, this is mostly innate trait. If a critical thinker gets born and raised in NPC environment, he will eventually understand it and get out of it. And vice versa, a sheeple normie raised with focus on critical thinking will reject it and become the NPC e-slave he always wanted to be.

this

>>88121 (OP)
I can relate to you. I find socializing very difficult because I almost never feel in control when doing it, it sounds alien to say but people are too unpredictable to me.