>>87722 (OP)First, relinquish any hope of her coming back. When she said a while, she meant forever. Don't be too upset, because if you were in the same position, you'd say the same thing. You wouldn't say bye forever, you'd try to attenuate the situation. Just know that yep, it is forever.
Second of all, now is the time to work on that personality, buddy. Here's the thing, you only had one woman, one person, that truly appreciated you, that truly recognized you as more than just some weirdo. While, of course, there's a lot of things wrong with society, that certainly also means that you have something to work towards. You have something to develop. If truly she's the only person to go along with you, maybe it's for a reason. I don’t know you well, but you might know yourself better.
Don't worry, you'll be fine, brother. You'll have enough breakups in your life to get sick of them. Don't worry. I know it was probably the first one for you, but get used to this feeling, learn from it. Don't hate yourself too much. That will never solve anything. Don't hate her, I know it's easy to hate when someone just dips like that, but see the positive in it. You're learning a lesson. Trust me, in six months, you'll be a completely different guy. I know, I know, it sounds corny, but it's actually true. Don’t stress too much my fellow jew, you’ll be ayt