№87352[Quote]
Why won't I study? I always feel like it's a immoral thing. I know that I have to, but I feel so much anger and pettiness towards it, that it makes me repulsed.
My parents always forced me to be the 'smart kid' and in my highschool days I was begging them to switch me to a more tardy school than the hardest one, they didn't budge however and told me that I could choose what I wanted to after HS. That didn't happen, I still wanted a tardy menial job. I originally didn't want to go to uni, but my parents pressured me into it, and I chose a random one since I felt neutral to it, and didn't want something which I felt passionate for because it would probably make me hate it.
But now I can't force myself to study, it feels like this path is something out of my control. Sometimes I suck and my classmates and professors bully me and tell me to drop out to some low class path instead. I consider and wish it too, but I figure it's way harder because my parents won't financially support me nor help me out getting a 'tard' job like they have been refusing for so long. I know it's what I was meant for, why won't anyone help me?
I like the physical part of the uni, but I have 5 tests which I've failed, and I need to fix, but I feel so angry, but I know that there's nothing I can do.
№87359[Quote]
IQlet. If you were naturally smarter you wouldn’t even have to study. I can give you some tips to IQmaxx tho
№87361[Quote]
>>87359What would that be? Do you work in medicine as well?
№87363[Quote]
>>87352 (OP)what do you actually want to study?
maybe a trade would suit you if you don’t like academia
№87378[Quote]
>>87363Before going to uni I was thinking of being a plumber, carpenter, tourist guide, pig etc. But not only would my parents refuse me whenever I would tell this to people irl or online they would scoff at me since I'm clearly unmasculine enough for them.
I'm studying nursing, I like the physical part of the work during clinicals when I prod people and clean their poopoo and shit but I hate the actual studying part.
№87379[Quote]
>>87359Retarded take. No matter how high iq you are you still have to read, understand and remember the material. High iq people do learn faster and easier but they are still human, they cant just download a whole semester's material in their head 5 seconds before the test.
>>87352 (OP)TBH drop out if you hate it that much. The social status of jobs doesn't really matter as long as you're not selling your soul and make enough to live
№87414[Quote]
>>87379really intelligent people don't even have to study, they just show up in class listen and naturally keep everything in their heads, there was someone like that in my class, he didn't even have to study and had the highest grades in the class
№87424[Quote]
>>87379>TBH drop out if you hate it that muchI don't /hate/ the trade itself, I just don't want to study because of my petty childish thought patterns, complexes and grudges which I hold due to the fact of how I got here. I think I would like the job itself when/if I get the degree, but I don't want to because it wasn't my choice.
№87425[Quote]
What I am trying to say is that I always see "success" as submission, opening the books is validation of the system, passing validates the tag put on me and learning is just pleasing people above me, even though I logically know that to be independent and survive I need this trade.
№87458[Quote]
>>87414Ive never heard of anyone doing that beyond highschool
№87459[Quote]
>>87424Maybe try to form a complex over not studying. Also what you said sounds a lot like ODD or some antisocial disorder
№87496[Quote]
>>87359>I can give you some tips to IQmaxx thodo this