/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

>>85218 (OP)
You could just say that you were drunk and high if you want things to go back to how they were, people will be suspicious doebeit

Most faggots aren't naturally gay, but according to Dr Soyberg there is some cases of natural gayness. I think the divide can even be seen when looking at gay people, some are completely normal on the outside, and probably naturally gay, and the others are the obnoxious niggers who are mentally ill and are outwardly fags because they want to attentionfag, and are deluded enough that they don't have a grasp on their sexuality.

You could just be a natural gay, if you have tried everything but still get attracted to men. Do you have a mentall illness, or any history of it in your family?
Also stop smoking niggerweed, and cut back on alcohol. Anything that fries up your brain can mess up the part that decides what you are attracted to as well

>>85219
I've never been diagnosed with anything but there is a pattern of autism in my family
Haven't touched weed since, I did drink a lot after it happened but I'm sober now

I've always assumed I'm "naturally gay" because I've never experienced any attraction to women

Also I can't really run back on it because we all talked about it a lot
Maybe I should just own up to it because this is never going to go away anyway

>>85221
if you talked about it a lot, own up to it. If you are truly not attracted to any of your friends, let them know too, that should make them all feel a bit more comfortable about it.
If you never had attraction to women its not that bad then, you weren't groomed into it online. Its probably better to just face the facts. Trannies are disgusting because other than the like 0.001% that are born in the body of one gender, but have the hormones of the other, it is all a willing choice to mutilate themselves to still never be a woman. If you are a natural gay, as long as you don't make a fuss or try to make moves on a straight person, nobody cares.

>>85221
>I've always assumed I'm "naturally gay" because I've never experienced any attraction to women
literally no such thing as being a natural faggot

>>85226
yeah alright, i'll js try to make sure it isnt brought up often

>>85232
thank you chuddiepoo

did you goon to gay porn

>>85241
no i rarely watch that stuff

>struggling with homosexual thoughts
What do you mean by that?

Just don't go around doing any actual faggotry and it'll be fine

>>85226
>0.001% that are born in the body of one gender
most of this is cope to be a faggot. only sodomite rape victims have this as an excuse because their hormone were actually fucked up

Ive struggled with homosexuality for a long time as well yung chud. I cant give advice on the friends, but i can give pretty solid advice on the homosexual part.

For me it ironically helped a lot to accept that I have homosexual thoughts and feelings and there's no simple way to make them go away. I made the decision that if those feelings never went away, it would be okay because i'd simply not act on them. Thoughts and feelings are not actions, nomatter how much John Calvin may tell you they are. When a straight guy sees a pretty girl, he doesnt feel ashamed of having feelings about her even if he's not going to pursue her. its the same with you. simply recognize those feelings as unnatural, and let them pass. This is half of what i did.

The other half of what helps me is to try and figure out a purpose driven reason for why i have the feelings i do. In my case, I essentially decided that male homosexuality serves an important social function. As civilizations grow they sometimes tend towards gynocentrism, especially in the midst of a subversive element like jews. This is extremely dangerous because the backbone of any civilization is the patriarchy. from a metaphysical standpoint the masculine principal is that of raw potential creative/generative energy that is realized through the receptive/passive feminine one. This is why in the classical indoeuropean pantheon there is always father sky (etherial) and mother earth (material). Sex, in which a man quite literally puts a baby into a woman through which the child is born, is only one such manifestation of this dynamic. The problem is that often times men will become so infatuated with the beauty of women that they delude themselves into believing their only job is to please their wives. this is KIND OF TRUE. the confusion lies in that the means by which they SHOULD please their wives is generally by having offspring and heading up their households as strong leaders (raw potential energy manifested through material), but instead they DELUDE themselves into believing they should serve their wives by asking the woman to call the shots (something most of them dont even want to do). This inversion of nature is the essence of feminism. this is how low testosterone gynocentric wifeguys destroy a civilization. This is the origin of "happy wife happy life". Us as homosexuals are infatuated for one reason or another with the masculine image, and hence are natural reactionaries. Homofash is real. im not talking about femboy attention whore types. there is an innate trend towards right wing thought that comes from being a fruit. We have an infatuation with the masculine, and the masculine creative potential to actualize what we know to be the good and the true. Wanting to fuck men is the obstacle, but loving what men are CAN BE a catylist to become a stronger person yourself.

this could all be bullshit, but its just my experience and my way of rationalizing my feelings.

>>85302
>Homofash is real.
fascism is literally, almost exclusively against homosexuality. and i mean 99%
>there is an innate trend towards right wing thought that comes from being a fruit.
homosexuality is feminine, which is quite far against the strength, honor and ascetic values of fascism and right-wing beliefs (even the romans disliked effeminate faggots to an extent, cinaedi were often made fun of)
>We have an infatuation with the masculine, and the masculine creative potential to actualize what we know to be the good and the true. Wanting to fuck men is the obstacle
faggotry in no way is grafted to the right wing. i would say the faggotry of now and then is a by-product of the times. even the SS had a problem with faggotry despite both the SS and church being against it, mainly it was because they lived through weimar

our problems now are also caused by living through weimar.

also
>I essentially decided that male homosexuality serves an important social function.
it doesn't. the only way it is important is that it will stagnate birth rates and destroy man/woman relations. deifying homos as great in any-way is disgusting, they do nothing but drag civilizations down- and especially white people when they need to be out breeding their replacements

faggotry is more of a behavioral-sink rather than anything natural

ur just a faggot time to accept it

>>85221
>I've always assumed I'm "naturally gay" because I've never experienced any attraction to women
yeah it’s over. how’s that even possible bro

My friend actually told me recently that he is a faggot, however he already has a bf. He obviously waited to tell me and the rest of his long time friends after he got one. I was confused since he is pretty chuddy himslef (all of my friends are). Now though, beside being a bit weirded out, my interest to hang out with him dropped a bit, because i now have to worry to not offend him and i have to listen to gay talk which pisses me off. I'm not gonna leave him though, because he's a chill guy and we've known each other for a long time, I simply lost too many friends in the last two years. Well there's that, i hope this helps you understand how your friends feel