>>105540The one I had on my mind when posting this (the only girl I've ever seriously spoken to), I wasn't actually in a relationship with, just talking (flirtatiously and intimately), she seemed genuinely interested at the start and then it seemed to taper of towards the end before breaking things off. What I struggle to get off my mind is if that interest from her was genuine or if she was just playing. We were making plans to meet irl which I told my parents about, but not about her I just said I was planning to go to where she was (I lied about it being with friends), so I think I'm just gonna tell them we changed plans to stay somewhere nearer me and just go there on my own for a weekend.
>>105542If you're happier for doing that then good for you.
>>105552How so? Just general BPDemon behavior?