>>105386 (OP)
>disclaimer: yeah i fucking know im a fakecel. i know how much incels despise larping retards who have a gf and still bitch about their miserable lives. im not here to fucking brag about having a gf or rub it in anyone’s face. im not claiming to be an incel anymore either. im just a pornbrained, terminally online sack of shit who somehow managed to get a gf without fixing a single fucking thing about himself.>>with that being said, i genuinely thought getting a pretty gf would fix my life, but im literally the same pathetic loser except now i have a gf.i still rot on social media and forums all day, watch porn, goon, eat like shit, smoke, procrastinate on everything and have zero fucking clue about my future. im genuinely a pornbrained subhuman. the other day i was making out with my gf were making out and she literally stopped to tell me i should focus more on my exams and homework. this girl cares more about my future than i do. how the fuck did someone so pure end up with a degenerate like me?>>i thought being loved would cure my insecurities but nope. im still the same miserable, undisciplined, insecure loser i was when i didnt have a gf.turns out getting laid doesn’t magically give you a functioning brain or a reason to live.You're not a loser with a gf, OP. You're a faggot with a beard.
Read your own post again, you pornbrained sack of shit. You literally admit you still watch porn and goon despite having a "pretty gf." Straight men with a girlfriend they're actually attracted to don't spend their days jerking off to pixels. You know what kind of man does that? A closeted homosexual who's terrified of his own dick wanting another man's ass. You say "pornbrained" as if it's some generic affliction, but I bet your browser history is full of sissy hypno, femboy goon fuel, and BBC compilations. You're not addicted to porn, you're addicted to cocks and too much of a coward to admit it.
You thought getting a girlfriend would fix your life? It didn't, because you don't want a girlfriend. You want a boyfriend. You want to be the one getting railed while some chad calls you a good boy. The only reason you even have a gf is because society told you that's what normal is, and you're so deep in denial you'd rather rot in misery than face the truth: you're a flaming homosexual.
And your girlfriend? She's not "pure," she's a nagging mother figure because she can smell the gay on you. She stopped making out with you to tell you to study because her pussy dries up the second your limp, hetero-performance dick touches her. She knows you're not into her. She's just waiting for you to come out so she can find a real man. Or maybe she's already cheating on you with one while you goon to twinks.
You say "being loved didn't cure my insecurities." Of course it didn't, you idiot. You're not being loved by the right kind of person. You need a dominant alpha male to hold you down and tell you you're worthless while he fucks the self-loathing out of you. Then you'd finally have a reason to live: serving cock.
So stop LARPing as a "fakecel loser with a gf." You're a faggot with a gf. That's worse. At least incels have the excuse of no options. You have a warm pussy right there and you'd rather goon to gay porn. Accept it, OP. Suck a dick and free yourself. You'll thank me later.