/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

I'm not autistic or anything, I know how to socialize well. I really struggle with finding people I could see myself getting along with.

>paranoid schizophrenic
>I know they exist
Do you?

>>104922
I'm not actually schizophrenic, but that's probably the easiest way for people to understand what I'm actually like.

>>104924
You mean schizoid?

>>104926
honestly yeah, now that I'm reading into this, it's pretty defining. I've struggled with pretty bad trust issues my whole life. I really hate having these behaviors.

>>104928
Damn. It’s good not to trust people, though. They tend to screw each other over pretty often from what I’ve seen. I’ve been trying to get friendly with people while keeping them at arm’s length lately.

>>104920 (OP)
Are you in college or something? Being forced to be around people can help if you’re not a complete basket case

>>104929
I prefer not to be alone. I've only met one person I felt could truly understand and get along with. Simple story is both of us in different aspects screwed it up big time and currently hate each other and havent talked in years. I know I'm not crazy cause getting along with someone well has happened before, but I don't really know how to do it again with better people.
>>104930
Planning on going back eventually. I had to dropout because I couldn't afford enough to stay in college. I'd kill myself if I didn't get a degree and a career so I'm not a complete failure. Currently working my ass off at some shitty libcuck place filled with trannies to save up enough to go back.

>>104934
>I know I'm not crazy cause getting along with someone well has happened before
Maybe he was also crazy, geg
>Planning on going back eventually. I had to dropout because I couldn't afford enough to stay in college. I'd kill myself if I didn't get a degree and a career so I'm not a complete failure. Currently working my ass off at some shitty libcuck place filled with trannies to save up enough to go back.
I’m currently brapping up the first semester of my BSEE, so we might be in the same boat soon. I assume you’re going into STEM?

>>104952
>Maybe he was also crazy, geg
i'd say it was complicated. It's better explained by saying that we're both different people than we were back then. I only brought him up as proof I'm able to find and get along with "my kind of people" in the real world. I just don't really know how or where to find more of people like him.
>I’m currently brapping up the first semester of my BSEE, so we might be in the same boat soon. I assume you’re going into STEM?
yeah. Eventually I'll go back, don't know where don't know when but one day.
Also it's some sort of cruel irony the world has put upon me where the day I make this thread complaining about this shit. I get put in a training session at my job with this new girl my age who was pretty cute and seemed sane unlike the rest of my coworkers. I'm being tested by the world or something because she was clearly interested in me. Only for her to be assigned to the complete opposite shifts I usually get, so I'm never going to see her again.