>>104754>>104756I really know I shouldn't the reason it's hard is I've known these guys for years you know far before they ever became any of this bullshit
>>104765Yes I do
>>104766It's really hard not to want to when I feel totally unrelated to this planet I feel completely alien to my family and I dont want to talk to TheRAPIST, I will try my best doughie.
>>104767:(
>>104768But I don't like sports, I tried rugby, gaelic, football and boxing none of them ever really stuck and I was never particularly a fan of the kind of people who were in those clubs (no hate to you if you do or did them)
>>104774^>>104790It really hurts to think about though, these people have been there for me at such low times and now they feel unrecognisable from who they were. Abandoning them and never looking back I tried man I seriously did but those months when I was all alone with nothing to distract my thoughts I couldnt endure the battle I'm sorry.