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So I just had my first kiss at 19, my two friends came over my house (my parents are away) and one invited two girls over, we're drinking, he already knows the one girl so they move pretty quick. The one who invited the girls over is sick and I clean it. The one who didn't invite the girls over, whos sort of third-wheeling, leaves. Eventually they're getting an uber and leave in like 5 minutes, I sit next to the other girl and I put my arm around her and kiss her cheek, then we start making out and I feel her breast over her shirt. I show them to the door and start making out with that girl again, this time slipping my hand under her shirt. Then they leave and I go upstairs to jack off. My friend leaves later and eventually I get a message saying that apparently they never want to see us again. It felt good but I feel pretty dirty after it, I'd have liked for my first time for everything to be with someone that I care about, but I guess thats not realistic, and the experience will probably be good for me.
№104114[Quote]
>>104113 (OP)Well, the only thing I can tell you is "that's life". Congrats for doing it, but at the same time it makes you feel dirty and you did it with someone you didn't like. At least you can say you did it.
<>inb4 kys normie supersageMaybe if you mouth-breathing niggers did anything besides whining about genetics and looks you would've done something like this.
№104115[Quote]
still, you're somewhat lucky it happened. if nothing else it's another letter off of the khhv
№104131[Quote]
wait so she made out with you and then decided she never wants to see you again?
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>>104138Being a leaking pissbaby chud is aryan, shemmycuck
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>>104131Major leakage on her part. OP, forget about it, stupid bitches never ever ever take responsibility for their own actions, they are equally responsible for what happened as you are, if not more. If they turn up to the drinking party at the house of someone else, what did they expect? She also reciprocated interest.
You didnt do anything too gross, this is pretty much what all normalfags do every week or so during their uni years, except they also have sex. Just make sure you never get into having sex with them in such circumstances or in a month when she regrets it you will be labelled a rapist, like the Cornell fuckers.
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I had to spent a while cleaning after since the guy broke a glass when he was sick, and the room still smells of smoke which is annoying
>>104131Apparently. My friend knew the one girl and invited her over and that girl brought a friend who was the one I made out with, I'd never seen either of them before. Then after everyones left I get a message from my friend saying "Yeah we might have fucked it with the girls" "She never wants to see us again apparently", so I guess they must have regretted it. I'll ask him if he has any updates with that
>>104135Yeah fair, can't argue with that
>>104140True, it wouldn't be worth the risk
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>I feel pretty dirty after it
I think I felt especially worse since I had just broke it off with some woman I was speaking to online/long-distance, who I thought was interested but wasn't (why I cut contact), so I felt especially shitty
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>>104114>>104115Thanks btw I should've said
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>>104113 (OP)Atleast they regretted it immediately so you know she won't instead file a rape report in 10 years because she felt like it
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>>104162Yeah, could always be worse. It feels weird being just a hand-holdless virgin, and not a khhv anymore
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>>104163Well… You did the hardest part first, so dont worry, you'll hold hands soon enough.
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>>104164Hopefully, I want that one to be with someone that I actually care about
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>>104166It probably will. This was heat of the moment, but hand holding can't really be that, it will be with someone who likes you and vice versa.
So dont worry to much about it. Even with a kiss, kissing someone you genuinely love is far different then a throwaway kiss, so you can still have a first kiss with someone you like and it will still feel special.
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>>104168Thats good to hear
original
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if you've already gotten kissed you'll probably never die a virgin
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>>104188I hope not. A whore probably won’t be all that hard to find but finding a relationship is what I worry about, especially after this
>>104148 №104230[Quote]
>>104194Honestly, dont worry to much about it. I'd advise against whores and whorish women, you'll lose your dignity and respect for yourself. Remember this too, your virginity also has value and is something thats better to never lose then to lose it to some whore, it can be lost but never regained.
Remember that being a virgin isn't itself humiliating, and everyone who would look down upon someone for that isnt a person worth taking seriously.
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kys fakecel you don't belong here
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>>104230>everyone who would look down upon someone for that isnt a person worth taking seriously.I hope thats true but I don’t see any women genuinely prefer virgins
>>104231>>inb4 kys normie supersage №104270[Quote]
>>104268A very rare amount of women do prefer virgins, but majority dont really care that much about it honestly. Maybe after 25 they might see it as odd, but if the girl likes you it wont be a deal breaker at all, but they might use it as an excuse if they brake up for some other reson.
Main thing is, if you keep your virginity because you chose to people look at it differently, since you have ability to lose it but chose not to. Also look at what they praise and what they despise, to be hated and mocked by the devil means you are doing something good, but being loved and praised by him can only mean bad things for you.
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>>104270>if the girl likes you it wont be a deal breaker at allTrue
>if you keep your virginity because you chose to people look at it differentlyI'll have to improove to give that impression but its doable
>to be hated and mocked by the devil means you are doing something goodMakes sense, validation from whores won't make my life better or make me happy
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>>104274>I'll have to improove to give that impression but its doableNot necessarily, just be indifferent about it and thats it, nothing to overthink.
>Makes sense, validation from whores won't make my life better or make me happyYeah, validation from whores can be only bad for you.
№104324[Quote]
>>104313>nothing to overthink.Now thats the hard part, but I should be able to manage. Thanks
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>>104324You'll be fine, im sure of it. Good luck!
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>>104329Thanks man, you too
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Yuck