The world is playing a cruel joke on me. I'm feeling nostalgic for my depressed hikkineet days when I was a total failure and wanted to kill myself everyday, ev&oe my life is objectively better than ever now that I'm back in school, doing well, have lots o

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very cruel of you Chud 10/23/26 (Fri) 01:25:53 №103736 [Quote]

The world is playing a cruel joke on me. I'm feeling nostalgic for my depressed hikkineet days when I was a total failure and wanted to kill myself everyday, ev&oe my life is objectively better than ever now that I'm back in school, doing well, have lots of friends, go to the gym, etc.
I'm unsure what to do with these feelings. I'm unsure if I should do anything at all with them. I'm sure this feeling won't fade with time. I'm sure someday not soon they will make me collapse back into being a neet. Maybe I'll be okay, or even happy, with that.
It's a weird feeling. Please listen to the attached soundtrack, it's very nice.

Chud 10/23/26 (Fri) 06:20:02 №103748 [Quote]

Ignore the feelings. Ive felt random bursts of nostalgia for different periods of when I was at school. But i am fully aware that currently i am the happiest ive been in years, that in school i was always tired and depressed. Its just the rose tinted glasses of looking at the past. Yes, i had friends that i no longer speak to then. But i need to remember why i dont speak to them anymore when i get nostalgic for the time spent together.