I tried to kill myself September 10th 2025. I overdosed on mainly Soma. I took a lethal dose washed down with alcohol. I was found dying in a poison ivy brush by a trucker. Upon waking up I denied my family access to see me except my brother. Some mal

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Chud 10/18/26 (Sun) 23:53:12 №103437 [Quote]

I tried to kill myself September 10th 2025. I overdosed on mainly Soma. I took a lethal dose washed down with alcohol. I was found dying in a poison ivy brush by a trucker.

Upon waking up I denied my family access to see me except my brother. Some male nurse who looked like the original soyjak came in arguing with me and fighting me for not wanting my family to see me in this state.

Ever since then if have only wished it worked. I never had a flash of wanting to live after doing it. I woke up and said I wish I wasn't saved. I'm a drug addict who's exhausted all his options and hurt or drive away anybody who cared. I've betrayed many people I love.

I feel like this life has nothing left for me. I feel like I deserve to be punished. I feel like I deserve to die. I just think I've gone rotten and spoiled like an egg. I always threaten to kill myself. So this time I wanna make sure I have no chance of coming back.

I'm considering doing it on a Livestream out by a creek somewhere. I know this spot, it's so beautiful. I have been dead since 2023 anyway.

I'm making everything about myself I know. But I'm just so badly hurt. My mind doesn't work. I am mentally ill and schizophrenic.

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 01:37:29 №103439 [Quote]

Do it again

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 04:43:48 №103454 [Quote]

>>103437 (OP)
Did you do it because of the Kirk assassination or is the timing coincidental?

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 04:59:16 №103455 [Quote]

>>103454
Is time slowing down bro
The kirk assassination felt like 2 years ago

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 05:37:42 №103456 [Quote]

Have you tried making a large change for yourself before you end it all? Try to start a completely new life in a new town maybe. If it still isnt enough, i guess youve exhausted your options.

Chud 10/22/26 (Thu) 02:35:59 №103630 [Quote]

Out of curiosity, why was the only person you allowed to come visit your brother? I have a twin brother myself and I find that kind of relationship is very special compared to a friend.

Maybe spend some time reflecting on what gives you even the smallest bit of purpose. Maybe adopting an animal or getting involved in volunteer work could be a way of finding that. Even if it's not everything at once it's still something. Comparison is the thief of joy.

Chud 10/22/26 (Thu) 03:35:32 №103631 [Quote]

>>103437 (OP)
please dont do it bro

Chud 10/22/26 (Thu) 06:33:31 №103647 [Quote]

>>103437 (OP)
sharty mass suicide when?

Chud 10/22/26 (Thu) 06:35:17 №103648 [Quote]

>>103631
bro we are already in hell
it doesn't matter
none of this

"don't do it bro" is straight cope, faggot

Chud 10/23/26 (Fri) 01:14:14 №103732 [Quote]

Make sure to understand the consequences, if you fuck up again it could make your life worse.

Chud 10/23/26 (Fri) 01:32:40 №103739 [Quote]

Wow you’re such a retarded failure you tried killing yourself and couldn’t even succeed at that