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seek professional help
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what the guy above me said
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>>102656>>102660I already go to a psychologist for this but mostly for other reasons too. What else should i do?
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>>102661it helps to have a really good reason not to indulge in the fetish
like if you have a family or a career that would get hurt by it etc
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>>102662I do have a couple of reasons: 1 it's gross as fuck (normally I'm not into it at all, but sometimes ig a switch is flipped or something) and secondly, i know this will make me sound like a loser but it's for my gf, she obviusly doesn't like it at all especially when it's of the character she's based on, so that's really my main motivation
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>>102662No one knows about it other than a trusted friend and my psychologist so i don't fear it will get out and ruin work or other relationships
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>>102665isnt that shit illegal bro you could go to jail
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>>102666It's only the fictional kind obviously so drawings, plus if it's on normal porn sites like r34 then i doubt id get in trouble. But if it is i deserve to be punished for it, maybe it could help with stopping too
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>>102643 (OP)never goon never troon
if you're too far gone, shoot some kids
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>>102685I'd rather shoot mudslimes or a
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>>102692Do it and send proof
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>>102685nigger if you want him to "shoot some kids" you might be too far gone yourself
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>>102693I don't think I'm that far gone, at least rn, but if i did do a shooting i would record it geg
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>>102643 (OP)try deworming, it actually removes fetishes. tested it on myself
>>102694he's a
glowie geg
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thats tough dude , I've never gone this far, but a thing that helped me was, yes it looks stupid, getting along the BAP Culture and shit.
Idk maybe by romanticizing some others parts of my life i could never look back to gross shit
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>>102702Marge what's deworming?
>>102707Thx for caring, what does BAP mean? I searched online but i couldnt find any acronym that fit
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>>102711the process of killing parasites in your body. they benefit from host's sexual fetishes so I have a theory that they are the cause of it, backed by my own experience. the parasite pill pdf is on the wiki, a bit outdated but still helpful.
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>>102717Ok i found it but I don't really believe it, sounds too schizo, besides I'm pretty sure i don't have parasites to begin with
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>>102721On the 'ki i also found the easypeasy website, i heard good things about it so I'll try that too
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>>102664Your gf doesnt even exist in the real world wtf are you talking about
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>>102723>Being an actual schizo on bald cartoon man with glasses siteIts kinda like a DID situation, she has her own thoughts and actions, including how i see her.
She can even choose when to appear; I don't really control it, so for all intents and purposes she's real.
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>>102724SchizoGOD i kneel
Btw can we know the character she's based on?
Sadly i don't have any advice for you
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>>102721its narration format is rather messy so it goes off as schizo. maybe I'll make some 'tosses today as a start of dewormpill 3.0
>>102724how did you create this thing? and why can't you control it?
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>>102867It started sometime around early middle school. At the time i didn't have any friends and had problems with family and school. It started with small visions that over time grew longer and more defined.
At first we were just friends but for the past 4 years we've been in a relationship
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>>102754Sorry for not responding for so long, was busy. At least with slower boards you don't risk the thread getting lost as easily.
I won't say it, it's too embarassing, but i will say that It's a furry character
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>>102643 (OP)you making a worse situation worse by making a schizophrenic tulpa OP. Please seek even more help, if you genuinely think that you need it, get yourself checked into a mental institution, im not sure where you live, hopefully it's free there.
I genuinely believe you can get out of this situation, trust me it gets better OP
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>>102912But she treats me well, she has never hurt me. And it's not like it blocks contact with others: i have normal friends and she herself said i should get a normal gf (plus her so both).
My only problem is this recent fetish, it's disgusting plus usually I'm not into it at all so i feel a lot of shame.
She doesn't like it either, rn she's still acting coldly, i barely spoke to her these past days.
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>>102905>it's too embarassing, but i will say that It's a furry characterif you lust for animal-like characters you're surely infected. evolution made the parasites be unnoticeable to the host as much as possible.
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>>102917Nigger I'm not a pajeet i don't have parasites. Why would they want me to have fetishes to begin with
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>>102919worms explain quite a bit about the world and the behaviors of faggots and why they go after kids so much. (its to spread the parasite) pedophilia is the best method of "reproduction" for homosexuals & trannies (AKA parasites, they aren't people anymore). your hostile reaction is evidence towards you having parasites, in addition to your strange fetishes. don't think of yourself as invincible just because you aren't a jeet or a nigger.
there is one thing that i will say and it is that the end stage for all porn addiction is one of three things: pedophilia, necrophilia, or zoophilia, in the form of real world action. it always starts off as a fetish or a kink but you will eventually start finding actual corpses attractive if you do not stop.
the fact you feel shame means you can help yourself. if you are too lazy or can't help yourself (which is a faggot cope),
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>>103025you forgot about coprophilia. making one lust for the most disgusting substance, that's peak power of worms
generally it's over when one fully accepts degeneracy as a part of himself and starts doing fetish stuff irl. parasites have full control over host atp
>>103046fetishes ARE removable with deworming. they just are, ok?
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>>103025Are there any good home remedies for worms. I dont really want to try out hard meds but if theres some foods or something like that i could try im willing
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>>103076>home remedies for wormsI can't say that these are strong as for a reasonable effect you have to buy something made exactly for that purpose.
baking soda is listed in the pill however I have no experience with it and it's likely inferior compared to other methods, I don't expect any strong treatment from consuming it.
there are herbal tinctures if you want to avoid meds, a 'teen tried these and felt that his urge to goon became weaker afterwards so it works at least.
sorbents help as well, I tried zeolite and diatomaceous earth myself. these slightly decrease urges and also normalize your poop consistency