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(I hope this is the correct board I've never been on r9k since it's a little dead) How do I deal with a disturbing "fetish" I have?
I'll try to keep it short but bc of epi, I have multiple fetishes but one is really bad: guro/snuff. I don't normally have it, but sometimes i get the impulse to jack off to that (idk if its a fetish then or something like intrusive thoughs)
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I'm really ashamed of it and have tried a lot to avoid the occasional temptation, even trying to no goon as much as possible and only have sex instead, but yesterday it happened again. Worst of all it was about my "waifu" (my gf is a tulpa based on that character but that's a story for another time, ik its bad but its not the point now) so it hurts even more.
I also thought about starting doxxes on /raid/ about some of those degenerate artists for revenge. Is it possible to completely cure myself? I need honest answers from 'teens in similar situations…

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seek professional help

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what the guy above me said

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>>102656
>>102660
I already go to a psychologist for this but mostly for other reasons too. What else should i do?

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>>102661
it helps to have a really good reason not to indulge in the fetish
like if you have a family or a career that would get hurt by it etc

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>>102662
I do have a couple of reasons: 1 it's gross as fuck (normally I'm not into it at all, but sometimes ig a switch is flipped or something) and secondly, i know this will make me sound like a loser but it's for my gf, she obviusly doesn't like it at all especially when it's of the character she's based on, so that's really my main motivation

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>>102662
No one knows about it other than a trusted friend and my psychologist so i don't fear it will get out and ruin work or other relationships

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>>102665
isnt that shit illegal bro you could go to jail

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>>102666
It's only the fictional kind obviously so drawings, plus if it's on normal porn sites like r34 then i doubt id get in trouble. But if it is i deserve to be punished for it, maybe it could help with stopping too

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>>102643 (OP)
never goon never troon
if you're too far gone, shoot some kids

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>>102685
I'd rather shoot mudslimes or a (((bank)))

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>>102692
Do it and send proof

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>>102685
nigger if you want him to "shoot some kids" you might be too far gone yourself

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>>102693
I don't think I'm that far gone, at least rn, but if i did do a shooting i would record it geg

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>>102694
MoralGOD TRVKE

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>>102643 (OP)
try deworming, it actually removes fetishes. tested it on myself
>>102694
he's a glowie geg

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thats tough dude , I've never gone this far, but a thing that helped me was, yes it looks stupid, getting along the BAP Culture and shit.
Idk maybe by romanticizing some others parts of my life i could never look back to gross shit

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>>102702
Marge what's deworming?
>>102707
Thx for caring, what does BAP mean? I searched online but i couldnt find any acronym that fit

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>>102711
the process of killing parasites in your body. they benefit from host's sexual fetishes so I have a theory that they are the cause of it, backed by my own experience. the parasite pill pdf is on the wiki, a bit outdated but still helpful.

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>>102717
Ok i found it but I don't really believe it, sounds too schizo, besides I'm pretty sure i don't have parasites to begin with

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>>102721
On the 'ki i also found the easypeasy website, i heard good things about it so I'll try that too

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>>102664
Your gf doesnt even exist in the real world wtf are you talking about

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>>102723
>Being an actual schizo on bald cartoon man with glasses site
Its kinda like a DID situation, she has her own thoughts and actions, including how i see her.
She can even choose when to appear; I don't really control it, so for all intents and purposes she's real.

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>>102724
SchizoGOD i kneel
Btw can we know the character she's based on?
Sadly i don't have any advice for you



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