>>102223Idk bro. They say that if you have a "Me vs the world" mindset then you're doing something wrong. But I feel like it really is me vs the world. Even when I was a kid, nobody ever gave me the advice that I actually needed. Any time I have made any progress in life, it was only by trusting myself, by being independent, by ignoring my parents, ignoring adults, ignoring society, and being self-reliant. And when I expect even something SUPER basic out of other people, they never reciprocate.
Like I had a friend who I wanted to make video games with, and I would always give him advice and feedback on his projects. But when it came time for him to give me advice or thoughts back, he just had nothing to say. He put 0 effort in. He didn't care at all. There was one time that he gave me a useful piece of advice, sure. But eventually I just ditched him.
I don't know man. Maybe I have aspergers or something, but literally all my relations I try to have with other people NEVER work out. Not even in a basic way. Like God just wants me to spend my entire life alone like a monk.