>>102084 (OP)never ghosted by a romantic interest just had mutual lost interest but i had this bpdemon online friend and she would block me every month or so for like a week
I loved her in the way you love your family members, since i had no friends at the time and she was relatable
like narcissists do she latched onto me and pretended to be a perfect friend to convince me to put up with her bullshit later
i should have known to avoid people like this due to the fact my family has a ton of narcissists
she would also like constantly talk about weird stuff
say she wanted me to cuddle her
tell me she loved me
i was a little put off by it
maybe thats just how women act with friends(never had female friends that i was super close to before this)
then she would talk about sexual stuff, ask me my fetishes, asked me to take a fetish test
showed me her results of that test, then went into detail of her fetishes
i think in retrospect she wanted to fuck me
sometimes i kinda miss her because of the good parts of her personality
then I remember the bullshit she did, and the weird sexual tension she would try to create
not that talking about sexual stuff with your friends is immediately weird, some of the funniest conversations i've had involve sexual stuff
but when you talk about how much you'd love to get pounded then say "I love you chud, i wish you were here chud, i bet you'd be an amazing cuddler chud" it feels fucking weird