>>101994 (OP)Brimmy image. Fuck you OP
>>101997TSMT, but I do think you can become something greater if given the chance.
>>101999That's bullshit. You may not realize it, but you do matter to at least one person in the world. If there is no one, then you can live for yourself, in spite or otherwise.
>>102002>I don’t cater to people, I’m a selfish idiot, I wish I did cater to people so at least I’d have some purpose in life, but I can’t even do that right.This is how Nietzsche described the Übermensch. Catering to himself and beyond any rule of the herd. The concept of "catering" is a terrible one, as it implies enslaving yourself to others. You should entertain others or try and change them instead of relying on them for joy. Happiness can only awaken from within, not from anything external.
>I can’t be my own person because I’m not even a person, I’ve yet to truly carve my own identity, I’ve just blindly followed whatever pretty object I wanted to have and it lead me to a dead end exactly where I started.Identity is something that even 30 year olds struggle with. Your issue is with not having a strict goal or purpose in mind.
Lay on your bed, look at the ceiling and ask yourself,
<Who do I want to be?<What do I want to strive to?<What makes me happy?<If I could do something to truly defy my legacy, what would it be?Think about these things deeply. They don't have to be right, they just have to feel good to you, and if they do, then you'll know that it's right for you. It's okay if they change later and you'll grow out of them, simply repeat this process again.
>I’ve learned nothing in life and I’m just as smart as I was when I was born.The knowledge of your wrongdoing alone proves otherwise
>I’ll just wait until next reincarnation, maybe then I’ll actually spend my time doing anything of substance instead of just pursuing earthly pleasures that lead to nothing but pain and misfortune for not only me but those who surround.In Buddhism, reincarnation is a punishment for not completing your goal in life. The true suffering lies within life itself, because it's never how you want it to be, and the people around you only cause destruction through ignorance or madness. Break the cycle and discover yourself.
>>102003>If you cannot cater to yourself properly or be happy that you are catering to yourself then you are a loser, and you ARE worthless.Do you want to help or demoralize people even more? Talking like this doesn't fucking change anything and it only makes things worse. You are confirming negative beliefs which result in more self-loathing and nothing of value happening. This is why some people need spiritual guidance by the way, because some people cannot find it on their own and need a nudge in the right direction.
>Pick a label or stop self-loathing.I'd say that this is true, but I think that choosing several labels for yourself is a better option, since it doesn't lock you into one way of living. You should try several things to see if you like them or not, and if you do then you can improve them further into hobbies or even talents. It's worth trying.
>You should stop associating purpose with people, by the way. Many people live very fulfilling lives on their own, and if you don't want to live like that then get better at catering to people.I agree. Purpose is purely internal. It can only be found by yourself with an open mind.
>>102134>OP should try to find like minded individuals in cons and social events related to the troonslop he likes or somethingThis too. Friends can definitely help with finding purpose, but you should also do it by yourself and be assertive if you REALLY don't want to do something you don't like.