I'm in a weird situation and I don't know what to do. This is long, so TL;DR is in orange at the bottom.<I was EPI'd as a child to get aroused to BBWs and SSBBWs (basically fat and morbidly obese people respectively) and for some time I felt a lot of g

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Chud 10/04/26 (Sun) 14:28:15 №101869 [Quote]

I'm in a weird situation and I don't know what to do. This is long, so TL;DR is in orange at the bottom.
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I was EPI'd as a child to get aroused to BBWs and SSBBWs (basically fat and morbidly obese people respectively) and for some time I felt a lot of guilt over it because it sucks to live in such a state. I never get hard when seeing people on My 600lb Life for example because it's clear that they are suffering and that their days are numbered, but I get hard when I see BBW fetish porn or artwork.
Anyway, recently I started getting aroused when seeing gay furry porn and jacked off to it a couple of times. Yes, it's fag shit and I should probably stop, but I'd rather be a faggot than a deathfat gooner because that seems way more "normal" and no one is fucking deteriorating in front of your eyes. Jacking off to it feels better, too. No guilt and no shame.
<TL;DR: Went from fat fetishism to fag porn and it feels better.
All I'm asking now is how to actually be normal/straight like everyone else? I've never gotten the gist of it, obviously, and I want to have a normal fucking life without feeling like a degen.
>inb4 "kys faggot" supersage
I know you fucking nigger, that's why I'm posting here

Chud 10/04/26 (Sun) 14:37:33 №101870 [Quote]

Oh and before someone asks
>quit porn
This is good advice, but it's much more than that in my opinion.
I am completely disillusioned with all this naughty talk "bad boy/girl" bullshit that seems to infest everything nowadays. I was always taught by my parents that human bodies are natural and nothing to be afraid of, so seeing a promiscuous woman who does sexy-talk doesn't do anything for me and disgusts me to a degree, because:
1. her body is different, but not special from everyone else, and; 2. she's displaying a complete lack of self-respect and honesty that is both insulting to me and dehumanizing for her (this goes for plastic surgery as well).
I genuinely have a completely different mindset to all of this. I am more romantic than sexual, basically

Chud 10/04/26 (Sun) 15:24:03 №101871 [Quote]

>>101869 (OP)
kys faggot
>Anyway, recently I started getting aroused when seeing gay furry porn and jacked off to it a couple of times. Yes, it's fag shit and I should probably stop, but I'd rather be a faggot than a deathfat gooner because that seems way more "normal" and no one is fucking deteriorating in front of your eyes.
why don't you just stop jerking off you dumb gorilla nigger.
>Jacking off to it feels better, too. No guilt and no shame.
faggot. you're still a degenerate. unfortunately faggotry has become "normal"

you're jerking off to shitpacking animals. how is that any better?
>All I'm asking now is how to actually be normal/straight like everyone else? >I've never gotten the gist of it, obviously, and I want to have a normal fucking life without feeling like a degen.
stop jerking off retard.
>I am more romantic than sexual, basically
yeah so imagine having a normal loving wife like a normal person and don't jerk off to weird shit, in fact. quit jerking off at all.

Chud 10/04/26 (Sun) 19:54:31 №101882 [Quote]

>>101871
>Dont jerk off you stupid nigger
Should've expected this answer. You're right doebeit, so thanks I guess