>>101507This dynamic of courting girls I don't have feeling for, I feel like this effect will be enlarged when using dating apps, and dating apps nowadays are my only way of finding my opposite.
I have a story for you, 3 summers ago I saw some of my younger cousins, they're all girls too, after a couple of weeks being together, we went from being basically strangers, to them laying their heads on my shoulders while we watched some ATHF on youtube. It felt like such a natural connection (I guess it literally is since blood), not even once did I have to think about what I need to say. Why is this sort of feeling impossible to find when finding a GF? Everything seems so unnatural and forced, even though it's not that hard for me to whistle a girl into liking me.
>>101420I have many hobbies but you can't escape nature.