>>101068So your vision is to have a union with the soul of a foid; somebody who truly understands you and vice versa, whom you share everything with. There isn't much I can give in terms of advice, especially since I have this same desire and I haven't achieved it either. It's going to sound extremely corny, but truly, you need to authentically be yourself. Think about it logically: You want a woman to be open and embrace your soul openly, but not every woman fits that criteria; it requires a certain person, the moon to your sun. If you go down the superficial route of optimizing whatever metrics is considered statistically the most appealing by wider society (aka looksmaxxing), it will come at the expense of yourself and thus what woman you attract. She will be attracted to the image you created, not you. I can speak on behalf of this, as I actually did have one real girlfriend, counting out some cringe online relationship before that, despite the fact that I'm browsing the shitty's incel board geg. It isn't necessary for me to go into great detail, but in short, I didn't actually really like her at all due to her beliefs and worldview, so I rarely spoke of what I actually felt and what I really was just for the sake of keeping my girlfriend and getting nice cuddles, but I wasn't happy despite the physical intimacy being nice. So quite simply, be yourself, lurk environments where you're able to express that more freely, and just be a desirable man not by the standards of general society, but by the standards of the woman you're looking for. Become the form of yourself essentially. This will include practical matters like what you can provide and your health of course, but in terms of your mind and spirit, embrace what you have and enhance it rather than try to replace it.
<tl;dr Be your heckin' self