/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

i'm sorry that happened to you.
how often do you see her nowadays? if it's often, maybe it would be better for your mental health to see her less.

>>100751
thankfully not often anymore but my parents forced me to participate on family gatherings where she participated, and they were already aware of what happened.
all my life goals involve me leaving the country so i hopefully will never see any of them again.
i do love my parents and my other sister but whenever i have to spend time with them it is a point of tension.

Play some violent gore games where you kill degenerates. It's very /calm/ing

U know i've seen other anons with a back story like this and half were traumatized and the other half were lusting over it.

Did she beat you up or something? What gives? It's understandably disturbing when it's someone so close to your family..

>that fucking coffin of leilei game has been genuinely a thorn on my side due to it being accepted by the normies.
'xplain idk what this is

>>100766
>U know i've seen other anons with a back story like this and half were traumatized and the other half were lusting over it.
Not OP but I was molested as a child by a foid. The main difference is usually one is younger and the other is older and are also just fundamentally different scenarios. Little timmy at 9 years old being molested by his babysitter is going to seriously damage him and crash the world he knows, this is about ten times worse when you're molested by a parent/sibling which is the most psychologically damaging thing that can be done to a human. On the older side you'll have Chad at 17 fucking his 21 year old English teacher, right before he hits his vape and brags about it on insta. Society will tell you that both are on the same level of suffering. Unfortunately what happened to me did give me a bit of a complex around older woman, a strange mix of lust and hate partially to turn the tides and savagely rape a female pedophile.

>>100792
The key cut-off would be when someone goes through puberty and gains sexual awareness. If you have sex with an older teacher between like 15-17 and it was NOT a case where it was forced through violence, it might have been something the teenager wanted as well. If its a child/prepubescent who has no clue being forced or coerced to do sexual acts that they don't really understand, it will really mess up their brain chemistry as you aren't meant to do any sexual acts before sexual maturity.

I don't say this often.
But I really, genuinely, truly, from the bottom of my heart.
I think therapy would be good for you.
>inb4 psychologists are jewish!!!
No it's not. Some are, but not all
>inb4 i've already tried it!!!
I went through 4 before finding someone who really helped and I'm glad I did

good luck fren

Getting trolled is worse. Total troll death.

>>100767
it's just some troonslop game that includes incest and murder

>>100753
>all my life goals involve me leaving the country so i hopefully will never see any of them again.
you seem ESL. are you from a 3rd world country? just curious

>>100756
manhunt and manhunt 2 do dis rn

>>100750 (OP)
Jesus Christ OP, you'll have brighter days. Before u leave the country it might not be a bad idea to killer her if u live in the 3rd world.

>>100915
also postal 1,2 and doom with mods. sad that there aren't any new chuddy games made where you just kill everyone you don't like