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posted cropped porn on the sharty award

>>100609 (OP)
I kinda have a similar story I got exposed to the concept as someone who was hit by EPI and it was easier to wrap my head around than a normal relationship because I didn't understand at all how romance worked since I was a kid but I saw this mcest ship in a fandom I was in and it was easier for my brain to understand since it's just the already existing relationship but with sex and since I never have so much as held a conversation with a girl I guess I developed this fantasy of swapping places/self inserting with the sons in the comics and artworks of this stuff since the scenario is basically just having a from the start girlfriend that also taps into a bunch of unresolved issues.

Its byfar the most embarassing thing I think to admit to, if you confess to troon thoughts or being gay or most fetishes theres atleast a understanding of "he can't help it" but with this stuff you have to explain its this weird fantasy self insert kind of thing and you don't actually want to fuck your real mom and even then people will just assume regardless it means the guy wants to fuck his actual family member and is just hiding it.

I dont have one but it was a tought. And to quit gooning you have to take small breaks from it. Like dont goon for one day and if you really need to goon then do it. Then increase it to two days so and so forth till you can not goon for 15 days straight. Also stay away from things that arouse you, delete your porn browser if you can. And never forget that gooning is temporary, the victories of not gooning are permenant.

i think your mom is a coal burner and your her little nigger mulatto baby. theres just no other explanation.

>>100610
It was needed for context
>>100613
What piece of media was that fanbase around?
>>100614
Its an imageboard. The point is you can talk about your darkest secrets or opinions that would get you canned anywhere else to other people.
>>100615
I'll do NNN this year since 2025 was my first win and its a fun challenge. I will say though a lot of people overblow the perks of no fap. The only difference was wet dreams which are just a mess to deal with.

>>100660
So i was right because u didn't reppy me. there's your answer. youre a black nigger.

i don't like my actual mom but i do have momcest fetishes
i use her name and my name in ai chatbot roleplay adn even tell the bot specific information to erp with but i still don't actually picture her.
i know this is pretty bad and i am giving elon musk blackmail but idrc

>>100682
I tried using ai chatbots back in 2023 but i didnt really like it. Im probably going to give it another go so if you have any suggestions on what ai I should use or what to tell it than let me know

>I want to start out by saying im not asking for advice on how to quit gooning.
You fucking should be, retard.

Read this before I have to decapitate you as part of global goonercide https://easypeasymethod.org/

lava generesium

>>100732
But why? I think no fap is needed if you're in a relationship. But for me, who knew at 13 that I was never going to get laid or have a relationship with a women who genuinely loves me, this is my only sexual outlet.
Unless the pros of no fap is really that good than im not sure if I want to stop. Now im not fully ruling it out as stated before, im doing NNN this year so I'll be looking at my changes throughout the days, and i'll be reading that link you sent me during or like 10'ish days before NNN so dont worry.

>>100609 (OP)
i dont goon or watch porn anymore but i understand this completely from when i did. my real mother is unhealthy, coming up to her 60s (im 19) and honestly a toxic person but in my fantasies i had a mother who was healthy, young (30s) and had a healthier mindset. this fantasy mother let go of controlling her son and lets him live in peace unlike the ocd my real mother has. the fantasies in themselves were mostly imagining things such as warmth, softness, laughter, hugs, all of that. now in my new life of non gooning it allowed me to accept that i have never been loved by anyone and ive never loved anyone which made me weep but it was a beautiful weep. i loved the fact i could feel emotion and face truths with myself without numbing it by porn or masturbation.

>>100805
That sounds great, im not sure how people can handle that truth without any coping mechanisms.

>>100857
because i am all i need and thats how i originally felt at birth before the programming started

>>100749
>But for me, who knew at 13 that I was never going to get laid or have a relationship with a women who genuinely loves me, this is my only sexual outlet.
This is essentially not possible.
TROONED OUT CHRIS-CHAN found someone who genuinely loved him, and he squnadered it. I guarantee you that there is someone out there who will love you, and porn will just warp your mind and make you wanna blow your head off on a long enough timescale.

Also it'll potentially break your dick.

I can kind of relate. I'm not attracted to my mom in particular but I've noticed I have a strong preference for older women and I really like the idea of having a "mommy" gf. I just associate older women with warmth and affection instead of the rudeness of younger women. I wish I was loved and comforted by one, it would be so nice.
>>100805
I can kinda relate. My mom is pretty old(60) and I'm also 19. She was very mentally unstable and yelled at me a lot, but she was also very affectionate towards me. I think she's the reason I heavily desire those things in women. A lot of my fantasies involve being treated like a son to an older women and taken care of by her. It's sad to think it'll never happen.

U r a fagget op

>>100870
Thats because Chris Chan is the Michael Jackson of lolcows. Hes so iconic that someone was bound to date him just for the lulz. I doubt that it will last for longer than 2 years
>>100901
Yea, I imagine older women as more desperate for a boyfriend so they would be more loving and controlling in the way a mom would pay attention to their son if you know what I mean.

>>100707
Grok will let you do almost anything

>>100928
just say "here's the scene, here is the context of my character, and this is the sort of character you have to portray."
depends on how you use it.
you can instruct it at the beginning to do short responses for better back and forth interaction, or you can have it write out more descriptive narrative-ish scenes.
and you can just tell it to switch up in the middle too.
you can chat as your rp persona, but then in the same message include in parentheses () specific instructions like "you should react like this" to nudge it in a good direction.
idk, there's a lot of freedom. just mess around with it however you want to.
grok has great memory for rp related stuff, and is also the most uncensored.

>>100929
Thanks man. I'll try this sometime this week

>>100921
>Thats because Chris Chan is the Michael Jackson of lolcows
I'm talking specifically about the Suitress. She actually, wholeheartedly, unironically loved him as opposed to Flutter. There is virtually no one too ugly to be with someone, even if you're a horribly deformed cripple you can still get a woman with a fetish to like you.

Trust me, so long as you try, we're all gonna make it. Don't write yourself off just because you like beating your shit.

>>101005
How exactly are you going to find someone like that though? I'm not op and I think I look decently attractive(6, 7 if I work out more) but I think I've got a low chance of reproducing because I'm a weird sperg. I've never been able to have friends, much less a girlfriend

>>100682
Yeah I also used ai to outlet this for a while when it was hitting me really bad I don't know why but last year I just had a real problem with this stuff where it was on my mind constantly