Killing myself doesn't seem like a bad idea again

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Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 20:50:36 №1057905 [Quote]

Killing myself doesn't seem like a bad idea again

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:00:14 №1057911 [Quote]

>>1057905 (OP)
dont dodis

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:01:53 №1057913 [Quote]

>>1057911
why not it's not like anybody gives a fuck and anybody that does is probably lying

!YEEZUS/SN2 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:02:07 №1057915 [Quote]

>im gonna le kill myself bwcause my life is heccin worthless and im a disabled 4'0 traiso black qween
do you really op?

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:02:23 №1057916 [Quote]

>>1057915
yeah

!YEEZUS/SN2 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:02:56 №1057917 [Quote]

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>>1057916
you ever try self improving

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:03:45 №1057918 [Quote]

>>1057917
what is there to improve i don't think i want to continue trying if im going to get met with the same result agains

!YEEZUS/SN2 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:04:51 №1057919 [Quote]

>>1057918
did you try or is it a scenario youre imagining

!YEEZUS/SN2 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:05:53 №1057920 [Quote]

i think i read it wrong im retarded

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:06:19 №1057921 [Quote]

>>1057919
i've tried it too many times at my current stage i don't think it's worth it anymore

!YEEZUS/SN2 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:07:52 №1057922 [Quote]

>>1057921
what waa it that you tried exactly

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:13:13 №1057928 [Quote]

>>1057922
going to the gym, i looked the same after 2 years and gave up
changing the way i act, everybody still hated my ass
changing routine, i still achieved the same results
trying not to have a constant negative outlook on things, it still always ended up way worse than expected
trying to interact with people irl more, started randomly blurting out things now
trying to go outside more, i got bored quick and there's not a lot to do

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:16:31 №1057932 [Quote]

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>>>1057922
>going to the gym, i looked the same after 2 years and gave up
>changing the way i act, everybody still hated my ass
>changing routine, i still achieved the same results
>trying not to have a constant negative outlook on things, it still always ended up way worse than expected
>trying to interact with people irl more, started randomly blurting out things now
>trying to go outside more, i got bored quick and there's not a lot to do

!YEEZUS/SN2 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:20:42 №1057938 [Quote]

>>1057928
>i looked the same after 2 years and gave up
strange, hows your diet and sleep in that case
>changing the way i act, everybody still hated my ass
everybody? even in that case you'd be better off being yourself since it'd make ya marginally happier
>trying not to have a constant negative outlook on things, it still always ended up way worse than expected
how'd that look exactly? did you just think 'im gonna be le positive from now on' or did you try to do it more gradually
>trying to interact with people irl more, started randomly blurting out things now
always a start, id say focus on everyday interactions you do anyway like shopping or some other snca shit as a starter
>trying to go outside more, i got bored quick and there's not a lot to do
yeah i get you its pretty snca. good to get fresh air and sunlight though

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:25:43 №1057946 [Quote]

>>1057938
>strange, hows your diet and sleep in that case
when i tried i managed to pull off good sleep and probably ate too much diet fell off awhile after then my sleep though
right now? absolute shit i barely ate today because i don't feel like it
>everybody? even in that case you'd be better off being yourself since it'd make ya marginally happier
i'm pretty sure that'll causes more problems than it'll solve since i'm really retarded
>how'd that look exactly? did you just think 'im gonna be le positive from now on' or did you try to do it more gradually
i just stopped assuming the worst every time
>always a start, id say focus on everyday interactions you do anyway like shopping or some other snca shit as a starter
i don't want to do that anymore i get too embarrassed now anyway
>yeah i get you its pretty snca. good to get fresh air and sunlight though
doesn't even feel worth it i might just buy some vitamin d supplements and cope with that

abby chan!!oIcmlez3JY 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:32:11 №1057954 [Quote]

>>1057905 (OP)
get some online friends they help a ton

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:33:49 №1057958 [Quote]

>>1057954
that fed my paranoia more when i messed up and made them hate me

!YEEZUS/SN2 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:34:04 №1057959 [Quote]

>>1057946
>when i tried i managed to pull off good sleep and probably ate too much diet fell off awhile after then my sleep though
and did you feel better or worse during that time? was the fall off influenced by something or just happened gradually
>i'm pretty sure that'll causes more problems than it'll solve since i'm really retarded
consider the two options and decide on the one that'd make ya happier
>i don't want to do that anymore i get too embarrassed now anyway
i work as a cashier part time trust me no one really cares if you mess up it gets forgotten quick since people there have a lotta shit to do
>doesn't even feel worth it i might just buy some vitamin d supplements and cope with that
i dont see why not, unless the weather is really shit then supplements arent a bad idea

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:34:54 №1057962 [Quote]

how old are u OP?
life changes a lot in very little time in da adult world

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:37:39 №1057964 [Quote]

>>1057959
>and did you feel better or worse during that time? was the fall off influenced by something or just happened gradually
it just felt bland i didn't really gain much
>consider the two options and decide on the one that'd make ya happier
no they won't they're both just going to make things worse
>i work as a cashier part time trust me no one really cares if you mess up it gets forgotten quick since people there have a lotta shit to do
yeah that applies to your situation i think most people remember most of my fuckups because i mess up so much and taunt me with it a lot
>i dont see why not, unless the weather is really shit then supplements arent a bad idea
the weather kinda sucks but it's manageable sometimes
>>1057962
19 i have one more year of this bullshit but i'll probably end up repeating shit because im retarded and don't want to gamble military service

!YEEZUS/SN2 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:44:06 №1057966 [Quote]

>>1057964
>military service
finland?
>no they won't they're both just going to make things worse
>yeah that applies to your situation i think most people remember most of my fuckups because i mess up so much and taunt me with it a lot
School I'm guessing? People there tend to be dicks I get what ya mean. id say just do whatever ya want you dont have much to gain with them

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:45:25 №1057968 [Quote]

>>1057966
>finland?
no
>School I'm guessing? People there tend to be dicks I get what ya mean. id say just do whatever ya want you dont have much to gain with them
no
doing whatever i want got me here in the first place

!YEEZUS/SN2 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:47:43 №1057969 [Quote]

shit man i stayd up late i gotta go sleep dont do anything stupid OP its not gonna fix shit

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:49:44 №1057970 [Quote]

>>1057969
sure it wont
goodnight

Chud 10/19/26 (Mon) 21:49:54 №1057971 [Quote]

ill probably pussy out again anyway