/qa/ - Question & Answer

I wanna leave but ack'ing would give jews a win.
So, instead, I want to get better. Without the meds.

I'm lonely. very much soo, haven't been happy in years. The only real excitement I have comes from trekking in the mountains, but the trails are far away and I shouldn't do it alone (but I don't have anyone to do it with)

I had a girlfriend for a while, but that didn't help with the loneliness.

Furthermore I have friends*, dress well, look alright, and I've enrolled to collage.

*they're chuds

I used to have a few hobbies, and still do, I play a lot of video games too. The videogames might be part of what makes me unhappy. The second (and the bigger problem) would be gooning, but I'm quitting.

Quitting requires something else to do. Unfortunately, most things include normcells, and I very much dislike the goyim. Is there a way to actually find a partner and do stuff without loosing to the jews?

I'm already addicted to porn so replacing that with nicotine would just make my issues more socially acceptable. I get addicted relatively easily to videogames, I spend prolonged time playing them and then burn out and get even more sad.

I just want to do something, anything, and stop being a goyim