/qa/ - Question & Answer

Hi /qa/ users, it's that one snca drawfag attentionwhore who made a 'jak lookalike thread on /soy/.
I've been struggling for quite a while now with this and I need some advice.
>What's the struggle?
I'm very insecure about how masculine I am.
In comparison to my brothers and friends, I feel I have a more feminine everything; voice, body type, hobbies/interests, personality, preferred hairstlye, art style, handwriting, etc.
Heck, a majority of the fictional characters I have found relatable are rather girls or played by a girl.
>Why is this a problem?
Because it's likely why women don't find me attractive, see me as just a friend at best, and are ignorant/offended by my romantic advances, it also contributes to my crippling social anxiety and suicidal tendency.
>Why not work out/do sports?
I tire and get out of breath easily, find little satisfaction in it, and its near impossible for me to gain muscle.
I think it's related to a hypermobility disorder or something, so I'm asking for other suggestions that wouldn't be a larp.
>picrels are for context, filenames are descriptive.
Oh, and btw, feel free to soyqoute me etc, it was really geggy in my last thread, and I don't mind the trolling.