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How do you cure autism as soon as humanly possible. If there was a cure for autism would you disseminate it. Would you let all human beings experience a cure for autism. If they somehow made a cure for autism would you spread it to the whole world. If autism had a cure would you cure it. If you were one of the scientists working on a cure for autism burnout would you burn autism. Would you cure autism if you had the chance. IF you had the chance to do whatever you want to autism would you do whatever you want including summon SCP-173, SCP-682, SCP-106, SCP-2747, SCP-3125, SCP-882, SCP-002, SCP-6096, I know plenty of other gemmy scps but I can't remember them right now. What was I saying? Oh yeah, if you worked at the Black Mesa Autism FAcility, and you were one of the scientists, working on the autism resonance cascade, and glegle broke out of containment and started this is what i do i sit on you sit on you sit on you smg64 style except smg64 fell off and became nigger tranny slop bait so I go down to the nearest convenience store and the black girl who was working there who was 22 years old said that I don't look like my ID and I was like that's crazy because we are literally the same age and she was like you look too young I'm not giving you this alcohol and I'm like what the fuck are you talking about I am literally a man I am literally a MAN I am a MAN I am a fucking MAN you cannot take that away from me I AM AN UGLY MAN I AM SO FUCKING UGLY IM AN UGLY MONSTER TOO!!! IM A GRIMACE!!! IM GRIMACE!!! IM PURPLE MAN TOO!!! IM PURPLE MAN TOO!!! And they just all laugh and stare at me, they want to kill me, don't they? I asked my best friend, fIddleafox from averi, averi from fiddle, fiddle a cactus @cactus fuck fox fucking FOX ifuckfing I FUCKING HATE YOU I FUCKING HATRE YOU I FUCKING DESPISE YOU WHY DID YOU LEAVE HTE INTERNET YOU FUCKING PUSSY NIGGER FOX YOU FUCKING PUERTO RICAN WOMAN WHO NEEDS LOOKSMAXXING SURGERY TO REMOVE FAT PADS FROM HER CHEEKS YOU FUCKING BIG FAT NIGGER RAPED WOMAN FROM PUERTO RICO. FIDDLEAFOX IS FROM PUERTO RICO THAT'S WHAT THEY WON'T TELL YOU. And the worst part is? All the skrill.io skribbl.io lobbies fucking died. I am alone. I am so fucking utterly alone. My autism makes me so fucking alone. I have no friends. I've never had any friends. Online or even in real life. I've never even had friends with a chessboard. A pawn could not be my friend. A rook could not be my friend. A knight could not be my friend. A bishop could not be my friend. A queen could not be my friend. A king could not be my friend. I have nothing and nobody I literally have nothing at all and the worst part is? Well the best part–mewgenics won. Haha. I laugh at your face. You spit on me. Spit on my face. I hate you. You made me ugly. I am grimace monster purple nigger too. And I am going to kill you. I am gonna kill you. But then korn - daddy appeared out of nowhere, oh fuck, here it comes, back to reality, I wake up in my bed, "oh boy", spongie said, "I can't wait to go back to my 9-5 part time nigger fucking job where I can just slop on nigger dicks all day because I'm fucking zogged and I live in zogged america and EVERYTHING I FUCKING DO IS ZOGGED AND IM SURROUNDED BY FUCKING FAST FOOD WHEN IM TRYING TO DEBLOAT AND LOOKSMAXX AND IM TRYING TO GET PLASTIC SURGERY AND IM TRYING TO FINANCE PLASTIC SURGERY SO I CAN DO MY LOOKSMAXXING SURGERY SO I CAN SMASH MY BROWLINE AND DEBLOAT MY CHEEKS AND FIX MY EYES AND NO. NO. NOBODY LIKES ME. NOBODY WANTS TO GIVE ME MONEY SO I CAN BE A SUCCESSFUL YOUTUBE CAREER. IC OULDN'T EVEN BE A TIKTOK PRANKSTER IF I WANTED TO. This is my manifesto. I don't care anymore. Nothing ever gets done. I'm going crazy autistic nigger mode. Ok I'm not actually mad LMFAO I'm just sperging out and my head is literally burning right now. I'm basically super over-stimulated right now and super compressed and I'm tired of being boxxed in and fucked daily by niggers on a daily basis. I wish I was a fucking cube who didn't need to speak to anybody. I hate my life I want to just be a piece of furniture. I envy plants. I just want to be a little flower pot and have plants grow out of me. I just want to be a fucking flower pot from plants vs zombies and have plants and maybe garlic or marigolds planted on top of me and grow on me and maybe use the plant food effect on them so they can use their hidden unlocked power and defeat all the zombies. I hate you. You hurt me. I hate how normies make me feel to be ashamed to be autistic. I hate how this website (autism website) which literally has autistic people like me make me feel ashamed for being autistic. I LITERALLY HAVE AUTISTIC PEOPLE MAKING FUN OF ME. I am so alone. I am experiencing severe autistic burnout and I am tired of listening to people's voices and people talking . I am so sick of masking and dealing with people and doing this salesman like voice and doing a deeper voice at work and moving my hands around, when all I really want to do is talk about my furry ocs and my voice is weird and nasally and awkward and I DONT WANT TO FUCKING BE A MAN. I DONT WANT TO BE A MAN. I WISH PEOPLE COULD JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND I COULD LIVE ALONE IN A CABIN OR SOMETHING. I JUST WANT TO LIVE ALONE IN A CABIN WHERE NOBODY CAN EVER BOTHER ME AGIAN. BECAUSE MY WHOLE LIFE IVE BEEN BULLIED OR BOTHERED OR PEOPLE GO OUT OF THEIR FUCKING WAY TO BOTHER ME OR ASSAULT ME OR TOUCH ME INAPPROPRIATELY AND I FUCKING HATE. YOU. I FUCKING. HATE. YOU. I HATE. YOU. I FUCKING. HATE. YOU. I HATE. YOU. I FUCKING HATE. YOU. I HATE TALKING TO PEOPLE I HATE BEING AROUND PEOPLE I HATE SMELLING PEOPLE I HATE LOOKING AT PEOPLE I HATE HEARING PEOPLE I HATE SEEING PEOPLE I HATE TOUCHING PEOPLE I HATE WHEN PEOPLE ARE MORE THAN 20 FEET AROUND ME IT BRINGS ME INTENSE ANXIETY BUT NO I AM NEVER ALLOWED TO VOICE THAT. INSTEAD I AM "WEIRDO" OR I AM "LAME" BECAUSE I JUST WANT TO BE TIRED AND RELAX ALL THE TIME I AM "BORING" FOR WANTING TO TALK ABOUT THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND I AM "BORING" FOR LISTENING TO THE SAME CINDY SONG OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND NOBODY WILL EVER LOVE ME THAT IS THE SAD STATE OF AN AUTISTIC NIGGER LIKE MY OWN LIFE. EVERYDAY. EVERYDAY. EVERYDAY. 9-5. STUCK. TRAPPED. EVERYDAY. 9-5. EVERYDYA. FORCED TO BE NORMAL. FORCED TO TALK TO PEOPLE I DONT WANT TO. FORCED CONSTANTLY. POKED. PRODDED. SYRINGES IN MY SKIN. I DON';T WANT TO BE PART OF YOUR WORLD I WANT TO BE BOX. LET ME BE A BOX. JUST LET ME BE A FUCKING BOX. JUST LET ME BE A FUCKING BOX. I JUST WANT TO BE A COMPANION CUBE. I JUST WANT TO BE A COMPANION CUBE. I JUST WANT TO BE A COMPANION CUBE. LET ME BE A FUCKING COMPANION CUBE. I JUST WANT TO BE AN INANIMATE OBJECT. FOREVER. FOREVER. LET ME BE A POT. LET ME BE A LITTLE FLOWER POT AND GROW THINGS IN ME. LET ME GROW THINGS IN ME. LET ME DO IT. I HATE YOU. LEAVE ME A LONE. LEAVE ME ALONE. LEAVE ME ALONE. WA WA WA WA WA WA WALALALALALALLALA TROLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLO ALAHAHHAHAHAHA ILULULULU LULZLULZLULZLULZLULZ AND ITS FOR THE FUCKING LULZ. AND DON;'T YOU FORGET IT! I WON! I WON! I WON! I WON! I WON! I WON! I WON! I WON! I WON! I WON! I FUCKING WON!