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i got the body of a circasian Guerrila soldier but the mannerisms of a 14 year old anorexic rape victim foid
im thrembling and scared and paranoid and sad and i feel frail and weak and small all the time even if im a hulking ogree looking nigga
sometimes i feel like im 5 year old me trapped in the body of a adult, i don't feel like im a different person, im scared, very very scared, i just want my mom, i want to hide in the dark, and cry, because im very very scared
i don't know what the future awaits for me, and I don't like my current present
every time i look in the mirror i see someone that shouldn't be
im a error? a failed men? a rest? a outcast?
was i born to be part of the scraps of society?
i wish i was a simpler man, but I can't, why must i think so much? why must i be myself so much? im tired, im tired of being scared, yet im not brave enough to stand up for myself
im a stranger even amongst my own family, im a enemy to everyone and myself, im unlovable, unfriendable, everyone Hates me
the person i am online is unlikable just as the person i am in real life
my two faces, my mind and my body, both, undesirable
maybe the Lebanese is right, maybe we do deserve genocide, maybe i am inferior, subhuman, maybe i should just give up
yet I won't, because im too scared to even think of doing that
im paralyzed still, I won't move any further down, yet i won't climb any further up
im alive, i won't stop being alive, and il live, but like this, until a ripe old age
unloved, with nobody to really know
my mind is a prison of my own making and im it's only prisoner
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>>4026361I am aware. It's a coping mechanism. But I'm not gonna kill myself or harm myself just because people are assholes.
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>>4026358i take all of these bad foods scoup them all toguether in a bun with 500 kg of salami and gobble it all down
im eating poison? good, im strong boddied, I can handle it, we were made to eat poisons, God made us this way
milk was a poison but here we are
>>4026361theres a few enlightened amongst the sheep
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>>4026356No such thing as horrid bastards, you are so brainwashed that you consider them to be "le evil" for barring you outside of their practicions when it's really a blessing in disguise…
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>>4026358It taste good doe
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society is hierarchical
nobody is equal, nobody is identical, there are people better than others, and people fit for different roles than others
in a ideal society we would recognize this
this ideal society already existed
but now? nothing remains
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>>4026367id rather die and stay true to who I am than become a husk powered by adrenochrome to slave away for your Lebanese friends
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>>4026365People aren't any worse towards me than they are towards others. It's just that I think most of human interaction is very shallow. Intimacy, friendship and whatnot are very sacred, and modern society makes a complete joke of those things. It sickens me.
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>>4026370that one mike ma quote someone find it
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>>>4026361 (You)
>I am aware. It's a coping mechanism. But I'm not gonna kill myself or harm myself just because people are assholes.
You'll be able too soon… There is a forseeable future, that's within our lifetime…Where everyone comes falling, crashing down, the street's overflown with those of the mundanes blood, mass hysteria, the sounds of crys, a mist of blood, faces being deconstructed by bullet fire, a complete and total evisceration of any sort of civil manners, a world of terror, a world engulfed in ruination and despair, and I've dreamt about this everysingle day.
And within the time that these temporal days of decadence is over… that is when I can truly call myself alive.
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GUYS IL GO TO SLEEP
I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER NOW BECAUSE I TOOK SOME MEDS
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>>4026370>>4026356You shoulndt be thinking so much about other pipo, xhey don't give a fuck about you or anyone else but themselves and loved ones, just live and ignore everyone else
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>GUYS IL GO TO SLEEP
>I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER NOW BECAUSE I TOOK SOME MEDS
You've betrayed urself.
You've raped urself, as you sleep you will picture your ideal woman…You'll desire to grasp her, you'll reach out for her…sadly, tis but a dream…
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Society won, just not this one
>>4026378i know this is bait now
you told me
nobody is sincere
truth isn't real
we live in a world of lies
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>Alright fine here's some goy advice for you,if you feel sad just eat and overstimulate yourself with media untill your brain stops producing new self hating thoughts,thats all
Destroying your gut microbiome will only depress you.
That's why eating and consuming media is giga-cope.
Your brain subconciously pictures it's corporeal self, the only way to escape this would be to turn your brain off… and how would you do that?
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>>4026381Get a new diagnosis, you need more meds
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>>4026378i wish you weren't joking all the time
my existence is a biproduct of your ways you know that
your existance and way of life directly and indirectly affect me and the people around me and society as a whole
>>4026388you talk like a true drug addict
disgusting
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>>4026391Gaucho, you were not meant to be. Your genetics and environment predisposed you to this
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remove all those drugs from your body and you're nothing
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you would be roping right fucking now
you talk all mighty and superior but youre nothing but a addict in a sea of lies
your world is a phantasy, a creation of a medicinal class that would rather see you dead
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>>4026402Jesus gaucho you speak like a cord e girl whos chronically online
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you are not superior to me
without your towers of coke and weed and adrenochrome you would be just as if not worst than me right now
if i wasn't meant to be your kind shouldn't be
all of humanity is like this, its not a etnoracial or geographic thing
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>>4026398Gaucho I don't have a condition or autism, I use these for fun, even if an addict. You are canonically fucked in the mind,
get a new diagnosis â„–4026412[Quote]
look on the mirror
tell me what you see
i see a man
do you?
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>>4026406Remember: it's cocaine, codeine and benzos, I don't like weed
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>>4026413>>4026410you are turning yourself into one
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>>4026412I see a Lebanese man (who is Phoenician, not Arab)
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self induced mental degradation
you'll end up with a hole the size of a canon ball in your frontal lobe
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>>4026415im Gallo-roman therefore superior to you
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anyways gn
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>>4026418Let's go with that, the problem is that you already started out that way, and you still feel completely fucked. So go for a new diagnosis. I have to go to bed now,
AS I HAVE WORK AND THINGS TO DO â„–4026435[Quote]
>>4026424Lebanese OWN YOU. Anyway, gn
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os yamnayas tinham uma desposicao ao autismo e a tdh muito maior que os povos diferentes, acredita-se que essa taxa elevada foi um fator crucial em sua ascencao como povo dominante na eurasia
os humanos com maior quantidade de sangue neanderthal tem taxas de autismo e tdh maior
as elites socioeconomicas globais tem taxas maiores que a populacao
toda a minha linhagem familiar teve uma influencia e importancia historica e provavelmente muitos possuiam autismo
varios reis, padres, bispos, imperadores
essa diagnosis nao e um defeito, e um privilegio
coisas existem por algum motivo, eu existo por algum motivo, minha classe, meu papel, existe, e sempre existiu
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non ironically the mentaly ill tend to be more relevant than the normal minded
maybe i won't be Able to be normal, but something above i know i can
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>>4026446
>The Yamnaya people had a much higher predisposition to autism and ADHD than other groups; it is believed that this elevated rate was a crucial factor in their rise as a dominant people in Eurasia.Humans with higher levels of Neanderthal ancestry exhibit higher rates of autism and ADHD.
Global socioeconomic elites show higher rates than the general population.
My entire family lineage has held historical influence and importance, and many likely had autism.
There were various kings, priests, bishops, and emperors.
This diagnosis is not a defect; it is a privilege.
Things exist for a reason; I exist for a reason; my class-my role-exists, and has always existed
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>>4026454>Neanderthal ancestry exhibit higher rates of autism and ADHDso abbos are autistic
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>>4026458Abbos have nothing to do with Neanderthals geg
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>>4026458abbos don't have neanderthal they have like ghost hominid dna or something
idk what they are mixed with