/pol/ - International /Pol/itics & /Bant/er

You will never be Indian. You have no ancestry, you have no citizenship, you have no skills that would make India ever want you. You are a larping self-hating cumskin twisted by delusions of mythical Indian superiority and exposure to IndianGQDS into a disgusting mockery of nature's perfection.
All the "validation" you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your "friends" laugh at your pigskin appearance behind closed doors.
Actual Indians are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of linguistic evolution have allowed natives to identify frauds from mannerisms and looks alone. Even if your written text of indian glazing and attention begging akin to a stray dog's somehow passes as normal (it won't), any Indian person will immediately cut all ties when they see the filthy cumskin that you are. You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile and laugh to yourself believing that thinking you are a BHARATGOD like the rest of us is somehow superior than watching your own kind, as you project your disgusting traits onto our entire kind. However, deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight, and you know that. You know that all you are, and all that you will ever be, is a disgusting cumskin
Eventually it'll be too much to bear - you'll buy an AR-15, Ammunition, and pig out like the disgusting pigskin you are, and die like the disgusting cumskin you are. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They'll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a cumskin is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably from Cumskin descent. This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back. Hate yourself and apologize for being white to some actual BHARATGQDS, this is all you can do now.