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 â„–3771123[Quote]

This benzo withdrawal is no joke. I can't think clearly, I forget something every 2 minutes, I can't even speak

 â„–3771127[Quote]

It'll get better, you'll make it man.

 â„–3771130[Quote]

When the hell did you get off the benzos?

 â„–3771134[Quote]

Do you want to talk?
How are you feeling?
I used to abuse the shit out of clonotril.

 â„–3771141[Quote]

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>oh man I'm withdrawing from my meds, what could I put with it
>oh right ~-~a fucking bottle of alcohol~-~

 â„–3771142[Quote]

>>3771130
I took Klonopin at 1mg daily for a month and then I tapered for another month. It's been 10 days since I stopped
>>3771134
I do want to talk, all of my insecurities and fear have come to surface, I don't feel human, I'm 21 and I feel like I just lost all my knowledge and all my skills. I feel like I'm a zombie walking. I'm so anxious and so depressed. I'm physically in pain, all my joints are hurting me, I'm so stiff

 â„–3771168[Quote]

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>>3771142
You're in the clear, believe it or not.
I used to mix vodka with kpins.
It wasn't unusual to take 8 kpins within a short period of time to feel something.
It didn't really do me anything but the next day was pure bliss.
The waves of warmth kept coming over me and I felt like I was in heaven.
It was, literally, deathly good, but thoughts like these make people relapse.
I was retarded and thought of creating a "snooze bottle" by using a pestle & mortal to dust the pills and then mix them in a 0,7l 40% vodka bottle but glad I never did.

Benzos are a lifesaver but abuse and regular use makes them harmful like most things do.
The haze after stopping benzos doesn't last long but anxiety will bounce back, hard, at least it did for me.
You might want to talk to your doc about that, if possible.

I don't take kpins anymore but I have multiple sheets hidden around the house "just in case", because I fell in love with them, even though I dont use 'em anymore.

 â„–3771173[Quote]

>>3771142
>>3771168
FYI kpins = clonotril = clonopin

 â„–3771263[Quote]

>>3771168
I was never prescribed, my friend gave some to me and when I was on it I felt like a normal human being, I was social, I was smart, I was charismatic. Now I forgot everything, I can't even say the ABCs without fumbling. I'm so anxious that my entire body feels on the edge. I know in my case it should take between a month and 3 months until I feel normal but I genuinely believe I won't survive until then. I'm away from home due to work and my job is very dangerous. My ego is also insanely fragile and I'm getting fits of rage. I miss that drug so much. I haven't slept in 3 days

 â„–3771266[Quote]

>>3771168
I beg you, help me. Please help me. I'm so scared

 â„–3771280[Quote]

>>3771127
I've been hearing that for so long, if one bad things happens in my life I literally feel like I would die

 â„–3771283[Quote]

>>3771263
>>3771266
Unfortunately, I cannot help you, only your doc can.
The most I can give you is guidance and you must call your doc as soon as you can.
Tell them about your habit, what you've had and how you're feeling.
Your a Canatard so I'm assuming what happens between your doc and you stays between your doc and you.
Benzo withdrawal AFAIK is not lethal but it's awful.
What's the time currently where you're at right now? Are you able to make a call right now?

 â„–3771288[Quote]

If I'm not mistaken they can kill you. Be careful.

 â„–3771304[Quote]

>>3771288
OP has been taking ~1mg a day for a month and most importantly, has been tapering off of them.
That is going to cause tremendous anxiety rebound as the main symptom.
In cases like these in healthy individuals it's uncommon to be lethal but regardless this shouldn't be tackled alone.

 â„–3771325[Quote]

>>3771283
I don't have a doctor!!!! and it's 8 PM

 â„–3771328[Quote]

>>3771304
The fact that I managed to socialize and do pretty dangerous stuff while in full acute withdrawal symptoms is beyond me. I'm very grateful that I'm still alive. I take small walks. But do you promise I will go back to normal? You promise I won't feel like this? Am I dumb? Did I lose all my knowledge?

 â„–3771329[Quote]

>>3771304
The anxiety is so strong that my entire body is stiff. I can't even move properly

 â„–3771343[Quote]

>>3771328
WE GUNNA MAKE IT, FUCK YEAH, ITS NEVER FUCKING OVER
>>3771304
Findocto

 â„–3771345[Quote]

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>>3771325
You do have occupational health service at your work, right?
That's the place to call.
Tell them whats going on and get a day or two off.
If you're scared just appeal to anxiety, etc.
>>3771328
>But do you promise I will go back to normal? You promise I won't feel like this? Am I dumb? Did I lose all my knowledge?
You're should* be fine.
I'm saying should* as in some individuals who are heavy users withdrawals can be lethal but from the information I can gather, you're not one of them.
You will get back to normal only gain more knowledge in the process.
Getting back to feeling something(tm) is going to feel great if you've zombie-mode'd for the past month or so.
Just need to tackle the rebounding anxiety which will fade sooner than you'd think.
>>3771329
Fresh air, a shower, good music, etc.
80% of this is in your head.

 â„–3771385[Quote]

>>3771328
>But do you promise I will go back to normal? You promise I won't feel like this? Am I dumb? Did I lose all my knowledge?
Geg you'll be fine nusoi, it's just withdrawal

 â„–3771391[Quote]

>>3771385
>>3771345
I understand it's just withdrawal and most of it in my head but Im losing my shit over the slightest infraction, every social interaction feels like I'm about it to die. I forget the most basic words. I'm 21 and stuttering. I feel like I'm 5 years old again. I forgot my keys 6 times in less than 2 minutes

 â„–3771394[Quote]

>>3771391
fuck you

 â„–3771396[Quote]

>>3771385
>>3771345
My back and legs are in so much pain. The veins are showing. I'll be back home when my contract ends (in 2 months). I pray to god I'll be alive to see my bed again. My mom even called to say that she might visit me in 3 weeks and that's given me so much more additional anxiety

 â„–3771405[Quote]

It's 4am here so I'm going to leave it at this;
Get rest when possible can call your doc when soon as possible as well - don't go to work as you're not fit for it right now.
You're going to get better.
Take care.

 â„–3771597[Quote]

>>3771405
I'm scared

 â„–3771718[Quote]

You are doing good man

 â„–3771720[Quote]

>>3771597
keep your mind on something else find a simple task to focus on watch a show or play a game we are here

 â„–3771722[Quote]

also you should see a doctor to assist you when you can

 â„–3771725[Quote]

I don't think you should go to work either


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