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I don't feel shame anymore.
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>>3173000I kind of envy you honestly. I can't help but feel shame for everything. In my mind I make it even worse by making it bigger than it actually is
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I feel shame because I know everything I have ever done has been a result of my imperfections and failures
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>>3173007I feel that too, but I also feel shame for everything else
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>>3173014We feel shame for millions of black trans bipoc women facing injustices every day
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>>3172997 (OP)Can you elaborate further on these feelings? What's an example of this happening?
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>>3173049Like. For me, if I ever did it. Sleeping with a woman I don't love. I would never be able
To forgive myself and feel unclean even though it is a drop in an ocean of sin that is the modern world
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>>3173056That is a sinful and wrong thing to do though, so I'm a bit confused. I mean sure, you can say it doesn't change much in the grand scheme of the entire world, but indulging in sin leads to more sin. Like in that example, if you slept with a woman you didn't love, probably premaritally, then that may lead her to indulge in more sexual sex, then extreme feminism, then she never has children or ends up being a terrible mom at 40, the children have a fucked up childhood and it's a chain. That's correct to feel shame for this.
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>>3173072It's an example, or like failing the expectations you held for yourself and you feel unworthy for the things that you want
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>>3173077Marge, in OP you said
>for something you know isn't wrongbut these are perfectly good reasons to feel shame because you would be in the wrong. Well it could depend in the situation of setting expectations for yourself, but in the first example I don't see how it would be bad to feel shame. Shame is whatdrove ancient civiliziations, which then eventually evolved into guilt running the modern civilizations after Christ.
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>>3173086Shame is one thing but paralyzing guilt is another. That's what I get sometimes
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>>3173095Guilt is also good doe. But why do you call it paralyzing?
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>>3173100I have this shame reaction where I don't feel worthy to pursue the things I want or move forward with my life
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>>3173114Did you make this thread because you're feeling this way now?
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>>3173127Paranoia, lack of sleep, feel like I'm misremembering things and making them feel worse
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>>3173130There wasn't any event that caused it? You said earlier it makes you not want to pursue things or move forward, so did you fail or not meet expectations at something?
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>>3173134I know what my destiny is, but I feel unworthy of it
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>>3173137What is your destiny and why are you unworthy?
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>>3173138That I cannot say.
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>>3173142Is it TND or something
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>>3173146No. Not like that. But something more important and less violent
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>>3173152Why wouldn't you be able to share it though? Is it something to do with
(((feds)))?
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>>3173152Also I figured I should tell you, but I'm the Venus-maybe Saturn/Mercury guy if that matters
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>>3173155I'm not going to hurt anyone no.
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>>3173158Well met then my friend. I figure the shame is part of my Saturnian rigor. I hold myself to strict standards. Doing anything that feels as if I'm falling short gives me existential dread
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>>3173160If it isn't illegal then I'm not sure why you'd be unable to share, but is there any reason you feel unworthy of pursueing it?
>>3173163I can definitely feel the same way, but I don't consider this a bad thing. These downpoints build character further.
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>>3173165Hard to explain. I just know I am created for a specific purpose. I've known all my life. Difficult to say how it feels. But like something is guiding me. It feels warm.
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>>3173171Is getting a foid to marry apart of this purpose?
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Actually with my physiogomy it actually offian explanation. According to the AI the Roman's would think someone with my appearance would be destined for something
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>>3173173Yes. It is the first step. Essential that I find a reliable companion of good moral conduct. I couldn't do what I was meant to without that
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>>3173174But for what??? I'm sorry if I'm so persistent, but it's such a tease.
>>3173176Are you going to create nations like Abraham or something?
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>>3173177I can only guess but I just know it's something. I'm supposed to fix something but I don't know what or how. I know that I need a good wife and a stable social life. I was born with the wealth necessary, I need a wife and a family
Which will allow me to ground my destiny in something tangible
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>>3173182How would you know you were created for something like this besides your physiognomy?
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>>3173187I just know. Since I was a boy people around me used to tell me I was particularly impressive as a youth. I was able to step into crisis and lead. For example I remember there was a school shooting threat at my school and I got my classmates together and moved them into a safe place when the teacher wasn't around. Whenever people had medical incidents around me I was the one that stayed calm. And more than that I can just feel it. Like a warmth in my chest.
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>>3173190Well why do you feel in this moment, or at least when you made the thread, that you can't achieve your purpose or are not worthy of it?
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My father, after getting drunk recently even told me that he quietly felt I was destined for something greater, something he had never told me before. He said that he knew since I was young
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>>3173194Aryan-coded. Is it related to your Christian faith?
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>>3173192I am not perfect enough. I feel like what I need to do requires a man of pure integrity. It needs a symbol as its restoration. More than man, more than anything real. The world is built on a series of myths that everyone believes in. To fix it you must build myths of your own
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>>3173195That influences it but isn't the whole thing I think. It's something more tangible, I'm sorry I cannot be more helpful
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>>3173198Abraham, Isaac, and especially Job were not perfect people by any means, but they were still destined to achieve great things.
>>3173200The way you describe it in
>>3173198 seems to imply it's related to something metaphysical, especially when you speak on myths and creating a new myth and symbol to manifest something stronger in humanity, as it reminds me of the teachings of Buddhism that I've heard.
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I read most of that, not sure why you deleted
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>>3173206
Restoration is as spiritual as it is material. To truly restore you must destroy the dying secular myths and replace them with new ones. You must have both civil myths, ethnic myths and spiritual myths. When I say myth I don mean fake but something to be idealized.
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>>3173207Wanted to phrase it better
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>>3173211So you're aim to disprove modern secular myths, like Neil Degrasse reddit tier stuff that everybaldi in our modern day believes in? I can imagine what kinds of things you want to idealize with civil and spiritual myths, but what do you mean with ethnic?
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>>3173218National myths. Myths of a people. It's ethnogenesis
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>>3173221Such as? It's hard for me to imagine uniting Americans under an ethnic myth because all of us are ethnically different. I'm a mutt of different European groups and you likely are too, but I don't think you're English. How would you go about establishing an ethnic myth in the USA?
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>>3173224Nations, as in the biblical sense are born through trials of fire. Struggle creates a people. You must mimic the very thing that created tribes as a first place, struggles against its neighbors. There CAN be an American people but it will be dominated by Germanic groups. Which is fine by me
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>>3173226>There CAN be an American people but it will be dominated by Germanic groupsMarge I don't think you're Germanic. And what would that struggle be? Heckin civil war? Some kind of fight against contemporary values and creating your own civilization?
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>>3173226Struggle against neighbors and mutual common interests evolve into tribe which then becomes instinctive with the Sharing of blood.
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>>3173228Father is northern euro mother is not. In looks I take after my mother.
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>>3173230So will you create isolated communities of whites like that one movement in USA that I forgot the name of? Something the lands something.
>>3173232Mogs me
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>>3173233No. You don't need that to recreate tribe. You just have to remove stigma and show how it can benefit them and add outside pressure and it will do that all on its own.
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>>3173235To create what? What new myth would they need and why?