>>3035494>FetishI dont goon to that stuff + in the dreams I feel terrified, not aroused.
>trauma responseMy mother is an kind woman that never once hurt or abused me
>possible low self esteem and feelings of inadequacy in dealing with womenI usually tend to avoid talking with women, and when I do I never get a sense that "they're too good for me", I kinda feel that with people in general.