>>2773707It really does sound like you're heart is in the right place. I would have to recommend, first and foremost, that you attend a Divine Liturgy or other Orthodox Church service if you are able. Speaking to someone in real life, even a layman of the church, will be infinitely more valuable than anything I could say to you.
>I just find it hard to believe that there is a Christian god since the world is so fucked up I won't argue with that. The world is wretched. In Orthodoxy, this is known, and the number one goal of the Christian spiritual life is to sever our ties to the world and go to the Lord. We pray for the world, and do our best to make it a better in such a way that may appeal to you.
>I'm a simple guy and like simple concepts.This tells me you are looking to Christianity for the right reasons. Wholesome simplicity is the essence of the Orthodox spiritual life.
>>2773727Sorry, it took a while to type out.