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 â„–2610254[Quote]

>Be me
>16-18
>Chubby, bad posture, soft face
>Looked feminine, low testosterone vibes
>Zero confidence
>Hate seeing myself in photos

Fast forward a few years:
>6'3
>190 lbs
>Lift consistently
>Lean, strong, masculine frame
>Completely different person physically and mentally
The Problem is: the old images still haunted me.
I went nuclear.
Tracked down every photo.
Deleted them from family phones, backups, messages.
Made sure they're gone.

Now the anxiety is quieter but not dead. What do I need to do. I'm scared one day someone will make fun of me. Or what if I get into a public confrontation and someone tries to hurt me with those photos. (I have no social media btw)

 â„–2610259[Quote]

Uhhh muh anxiety uhhh muh depression uhhh maybe I really am a woman uhhh I'm gonna write a manifesto uhhh anybody know any White schools with no armed security guards uhhhhhhhh

Kill yourself

 â„–2610267[Quote]

>deprussian at 6'3
Kys lanket

 â„–2610268[Quote]

>>2610259
Not nice

 â„–2610274[Quote]

>>2610267
Yeah but I used to look like a freak monster and I was super fat

 â„–2610278[Quote]

>>2610254 (OP)
You turned your life around? That's seen as more honorable than remaining fit from birth. Don't worry about it

 â„–2610279[Quote]

Apart of the 20% and still has anxiety

 â„–2610280[Quote]

>>2610279
20%?
>>2610278
Yeah that's what most people have told me. I'm happy I turned it around but I feel so bad seeing those photos of me with extremely poor posture. I mean I used to be 260 pounds of pure fat. Now I'm 190 with much muscle (14% body fat). I deleted all of them and I even managed to delete them off 7 family members phone

 â„–2610283[Quote]

The anxiety or body dysmorphia never goes away. Just its effects on you. You were going to be this anxious kind of person regardless maybe.

 â„–2610287[Quote]

>>2610280
If that's what other people are saying, why are you worried? It is clear that noone will shame you for it

 â„–2610294[Quote]

>>2610287
>>2610287
Well it's what one of my close friend told me. No one (except for strangers women) treats me different now that I am attractive. I managed to delete 95% of the photos and 5% are out of my control>>2610283 you're right about this but as I grow older I have less and less dysmorphia

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>>2610294
>as I grow older I have less and less dysmorphia
This is fair. Not a good few of people, the amount doesnt ever really go down.

 â„–2610309[Quote]

4cuck tier bait

 â„–2610314[Quote]

>>2610301
Yeah I may be good looking now and fit but I am still a virgin, hence why I use this site. But anyway what does that have to do with my problem ?

 â„–2610329[Quote]

>>2610294
You're just enduring an identity shift then. Just exist and it will disappear

 â„–2610337[Quote]

>>2610329
What do you think of me deleting all those picture

 â„–2610357[Quote]

>sub 200lbs
you need to EAT

 â„–2610360[Quote]

>>2610337
It's good because most of those photos were useless and were therefore more of a burden to keep. Sentimentality does not make sense if you're a just another person



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