>>2473121Not like her, she was autistic and liked Anmie and games.
She was goof in counter strike as I heard, you know how many girls beside her good in such game? Zero.
>>2473123I didn't get a chance at all, she traveled and settled and she never knew I existed.
>Find happiness She is with a nigger now.
Litiral nigger
>Strengthen your heartI see her in my fucking dreams, it's not that I didn't see girls because I did, but I never dreams about a single girl beside her (I, dreamed before but it was a fever dream)
I fucking can't take it, she is stuck in my head nigga
Bro, my soul is rotten because my genetic line is rotten, ain't nothing to do with that.
>>2473127Bro, it's not love at this point it's obsession.
I see her in my dreams, I know it's impossible to marry her or even talk to her or even see her in person because she is 4700 KM away, but still I see her in my fucking dreams and keep thinking about her
That's why I tought of sucide, I lost a lot in life but not even once thought of that.
BUT now I think of it because I, want to relief.
But yourself in my shoe, what you gonna do?
You see the right one and dream about her knowing there is 0 chance for things to work out, you know she is married now.
But somehow you dream about her and thing all the time even when you don't Initially do, you see something unrelated to her and somehow your mind make it related.
I think I am going insane at the point and I don't want to go to a psychologist