>>4335623What do you want us to say? This feeling you're crying about, the weight on your chest, this, "depression", is your brain telling you there's something profoundly wrong with your life. Everything about your body is telling you to change your circumstances, but you're sitting here trying to garner pity from strangers. Let me guess, you have, "social anxiety?" No, you have an aversion to discomfort. Everyone has hundred other excuses to never leave the house, and the difference between you and your ancestors is they were forced to be uncomfortable, and through enduring, they found purpose. Eventually a woman recognized the purposed spirit of these men and decided he would be the rock upon which her house would be built.
You being a 21 year old man living with his parents without pursuing his own life, is related causally or effectively to your parents fighting. I doubt you are the kind of man whose parents made him understand that anything worth doing is going to be difficult. That's why you're depressed, you're a weak subjugated, conquered, shadow of a man, suckling at the teat of Bolshevism, poisoned into turning the natural aversion to discomfort, an instinct which should drive innovation, into useless self-pity.
You don't want it to get better, you want to be a child forever, but you are no longer a child. If you want some old fag advice I'm happy to give it to you but you have to be willing to solve your own problems. In the meantime go get some exercise and apologize to your mom and dad about being a lazy faggot.