i got the body of a circasian Guerrila soldier but the mannerisms of a 14 year old anorexic rape victim foid
im thrembling and scared and paranoid and sad and i feel frail and weak and small all the time even if im a hulking ogree looking nigga
sometimes i feel like im 5 year old me trapped in the body of a adult, i don't feel like im a different person, im scared, very very scared, i just want my mom, i want to hide in the dark, and cry, because im very very scared
i don't know what the future awaits for me, and I don't like my current present
every time i look in the mirror i see someone that shouldn't be
im a error? a failed men? a rest? a outcast?
was i born to be part of the scraps of society?
i wish i was a simpler man, but I can't, why must i think so much? why must i be myself so much? im tired, im tired of being scared, yet im not brave enough to stand up for myself
im a stranger even amongst my own family, im a enemy to everyone and myself, im unlovable, unfriendable, everyone Hates me
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