>>143606 (OP)Blood C
(C because it was made by CLAMP. the rest of the Blood series is HORSESHIT) is not for the weak. it's brutal whilst also stabbing in you in the heart figuratively. the movie that follows it falls off a ton and it's lowk mid, but if you're invested in the lore and curious, go ahead and look at it.
a dynamic that's a bit interesting for Blood C is the fact that it's an anime oriented around a female protag and her friends that's orchestrated by a prod crew comprised of mostly if not just all women. one criticism of it that i keep hearing of it online being that it "has too much filler" when it's just trying to build up a good atmosphere. you'd need a bit of an attention span but it's really good for anime standards, you could often find it on lists about disturbing anime series because it's prolific in that regard. 8.5-9/10 anime, the movie is MID ASF tho.
Blood C doesn't attempt to scare you through the typical conventional ways, it's more analogous to the type of trauma that a kid that has seen war would get in comparison to Freddy Fazbear.
i haven't tried Made in Abyss or Corpse Party yet but i've heard that they're also good, but i'll warn you rn that %they're anime oriented shotacon/lolicon characters and involves body horror.%<if you're heading into the death metal territory, there's
To The Depths, In Degradation by Infester and
Theurgia Goetia Summa by Imprecation. for other somewhat adjacent DM bands, see:
>>144304Depressive Suicidal Black Metal (DSBM) is also a thing. the only album of Silencer[1],
Death - Pierce Me is good, the vocals are intentionally weird and deranged but that's just part an integral part of the insanity. i wouldn't suggest anyone to listen to these if they're in a very emotionally vulnerable state for obvious reasons. if it isn't clear to you, read the beginning phrase on this newline terminated string (line) again.
Another good DSBM project is the one manned
Leviathan by Wrest. he's most well known for
The Tenth Sub Level Of Suicide but
Scar Sighted (idk if this album counts as DSBM. it's a lot more Avant-Garde) is also good, specifically around the end but the rest of it also solid.
[1] here's a track from it:
https://youtu.be/evgoWqr6kpwDeathspell Omega (abbreviated as DsO) is known for making good avant-garde BM (not DSBM).
if you find it disturbing, certain bands like "Grand Belials Key" (international i think?) and "Reek of the Unzen Gas Fumes" (Japan) adhere to ideologies adjacent to National Socialism. <Sun O))) and Endless Dismal Moan focus mostly on atmospheric stuff but they do have BM in there.
(the latter of which has some disturbing lore to it. i'd say that first you should through a bit of their discography if you're planning to look into it's history at all.)<you should check out Wendigoon. if you wendigoon but for metal, there's wyattxhim.
(metal musicians are deranged ash and have done insane shit. burnt like 60 ancient churches, just literal 'P, far too many of them have just raped or sacrificed people just because they can, etc. Wrest from Leviathan apparently raped his GF with a tattoo gun (he works at a tattoo shop))>>143723DO NOT LISTEN TO THIS, THE REAL VER OF IT IS ALLEGED TO HAVE SAMPLED (used) 'P. it hasn't been proven but STILL JUST DON'T EVEN FUCKING DARE TO TOUCH IT EVEN BY PROXY.afaik it isn't exactly illegal to mention it (???) but it is still "up"
(is it real? is it fake? it hasn't been confirmed AFAIK) but still just don't go looking for this bruh.