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>>123258 (OP)arnt you like a fat retard? just because you like the flashing colored lights doesnt mean you 'get' psych rock
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IDGAF nigga
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>>123258 (OP)Blut Aus Nord is still better than Nico
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>>123261Im not no. I'm relatively skinny. Sadly not like I was at 20 but still. As for the music itself losten to it fuckinhg constantly when i smoke so take that as you may. I like the insturmentals mostly.
>>123340They're ok but I like other black metal bands better.
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>>123261You're a fat retard though aren't you? No no I'm not. That would be you types. Im relatively skinny for my age still and also talk to women. fat and retarded people tend to gravitate towards things like Dreamtheater and Hasbin Hotel.
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>>123695Nonsensical meme statement
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>>123695No you're just mad because it's big true lol. None of you even have jobs or not most for sure.
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wow xer clitty is really leaking…
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>>123703This just makes you sound intellectually disabled lol. Which tbf most of you probably are. Definetely fat and retarded. Obvious projection.
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>>123709that's all aryan shemmycuck
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>>123710This response basically proves my point. Also as lintarded as I am im still hyperborian lol. No it is not. None of these are.
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>>123710None of these are remotely. CAN would be lol. In fact if you hate them you probably would have hated Richard Wagner. Its a sign of zero taste.
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blvd jus typn shi 💀
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>>123716Nah you definetely give off 40 year old virgins vibes ngl. If you're younger than me which you probably are that's kinda abysmal.
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>>123732you have been obsessively responding to me and others for days ever since i called you a fat retard, you even tried parroting it back at me geg clearly i struck a nerve
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>>123738You're literally a tard who keeps it going when he doesnt even have a point to make lol. CAN are judt good. Same with Hendrix and same with Nico and VU. Same with ADii. Just good bands.
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>>123738>"struck a nerve"Bro you're literally a truecel lol. I think im good thanks. Normal people who arent obese don't watch Hasbin Hotel.
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>>123738Because you're 1000 times more likely to be fat and retarded. Im not as skinny as I was at 20 though. Aging fucking sucks. Im an old man haha. Almost thirty.
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You gotta be like carefuller with that you eat and shit though. As you age. Shit sucks. I wish I was 20 again. I'd like to drink like i used to etc. Im not like fat though. But im not as fit as I used to be. Which I do admit sucks. Its like as you age and im not even that old. It will catch up to you too though. Even if you're a stone cold truecel and still are by my age or whatever. I miss when I could drink way more didny have to monitor as much.
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cool story gramps every reply you tack on is time you could be spending with the family
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>>123742I don't know what SNCA is. My point was just getting older sucks. Im not exactly fat by5 you got me that I dont feel how I used to. I was fat at my exes because she refused to clean out the sink or the fridge tho. But im in better shape somewhat now. Its judt not the shape I USED to be in. Thats more that than im fat. Im not fat. But im not as skinny as I was at 20. And drinking catches up to me more drugs etc. It sucks lol. You like feel yourself aging. I WAS FAT for a while though. And im nit as skinny as I was when I was genuinely washing cars lol. Because I had to run around and shit. But im also less tired. But its like ill never be as skinny as when I was twenty. Im better at talking to women now tho.
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>>123744Bro you're gonna have killed yourself by my age if you keep it up lol. You need to interact with women at some point in your twenties I do hope you know that. You were supposed to have started already too.
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>>123744Im not starting a family lol. Neither are you tho. Garuntee I weigh less than you still. But no it's still like I wish I was in the shape I was at 20 haha. Im scrawny but the liquor catches up and other things obviously. But yk.
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>>123744Im just looking for a girl i can smash i am not interested in starting a family tbqh ever. There was a time I would have then thst time passed. I can't yk. It costs too much and I'm yhe y6pe of guy where ill still be getting fucked up casually at 40. Like the way I live I could never be a dad. You won't because you can't get laid but im just not ready to settle down even.
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My life is like I do genuinely have autism. Im yk. It doesnt prevent me from getting laid but I dont feel like a father. That and like I still do drugs. I feel like I would be a bad influence. There was a woman I would have maybe had kids with at one point but that time ended.
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>>123745>>123746
good advise i already hope to not live to 30. i would rather go out drunk driving then reach your age lol. I dont know where you got the "trvcel" idea from, I would be in a better healthier place if I wasent enjoying my youth.
>You were supposed to have started already toolost my virginity at 13, dont know if that was a good thing, probably would be an upstand citizen now if i dodnt go down that path
>Im not starting a family lol. Neither are you thofor the best for different reasons
>Garuntee I weigh less than you stillunlike you my bodies still growing, the meth also balences shit out geg
>>123748clocks running down buddy lifes killing you more than it is me
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The problem with aging is the less retarded you get the fater you become. Im actually in decent shape right now and I was mever swole or anything but I used to be like a twig now I look average. But im not fat like when I was living with my ex thankfully. But its like yk. Hopefully ill get back into how I want to look again eventually. Its not that im fat tho. Its morelike I dont look like I did at 20. But I like my face more now than then.
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>>123750I forgot what the fuck i was saying. Im just rambling now. Don't take it too seriously.
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>>123750Nah life's clearly killing you more and faster lol. You're in your twenties and still a virgin. You will at my age also still be a virgin. The insecurity is very apparent. You are not good at hiding it and clearly somewhat delusional.
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>>123750>>123750No but yeah aging does suck I won't even lie. I have like a fuller face though which is cool. Like more defined id say comparatively.
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>>123753you are self-admittedly a 30-something autist rambling about exes and booze, you dont exactly have the standing to call me a liar
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But like if you're still an incel at the age im assuming you're around then you got a lot to worry about i feel like. It's yk. I can't imagine it's pretty.
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>>123755Im not even 30 yet. But lol no you didn't. It's extremely obvious.
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>>123755I absolutely have the stand to clal you a liar. It is very obvious and I am better than you. You don't have any exes and youre probably already like 22-24 so it's over.
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>>123759Stop using spastic meme phrases as if they prove anything.
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>>123759You're just easy to read man idk what to tell you. You said 13 because this is what whatever manosphere form told you was the "normal age".
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There's like no way you even have friends. You're too sigma.
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>>123760you are mindlessly rambling im not even 22 and still in a better than you
>>123762if you actually bothered reading what i wrote, you would know that i didnt say it was "normal", really I implied it fucked me up
>>123761you have nothing to prove me wrong, that im even humoring you should be enough proof that throwing my life away
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You won't have had a job by my age either. I actually have everything over you sonny.
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>>123765geg where do you work
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>>123764Bro you're gonna have killed yourself by my age or be in some sort of psychiatric care for trying to lol. No. You're not. I appreciate the try though. Im guessing you're one of those retarded dark mango psychology kids?
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>>123766No Comment. I know you don't work and probably won't tho.
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>"you have nothing to prove me wrong, that im even humoring you should be enough proof that throwing my life away"
You talk like you struggle at forming sentences. You are absolutely not gonna be doing any better. Least im working lol.
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>"Y-you the in him by the the the is i throw away life"
Like this shit even fucking means anything.
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>>123767
>retarded dark mango psychology kidsold man is now saying gibberish
>>123768LMAO what a pussy i do manual labor, wont tell you where because i only do it to pay zero
(((taxes))) you have no excuse to not say you lying tard
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>>123764>"if you actually bothered reading what i wrote, you would know that i didnt say it was "normal", really I implied it fucked me up"Ohhhhhh…. OK. Im sorry bro. I maybe didn't fully process the implication. Forgive me. Im very tired. Didn't mean to be insensitive.
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>>123767geg are you implying ill rope? id sooner od
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>>123772geg insulting me one sentence and not the other
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>>123771>"taxes in the antisemitism parenthesis"Yeah you're not gonna be joining society lol. You're unfortunately not going to be becoming a trad hyperborian farmer like you think you will either. I would say man figure our shit out work through your feelings about yourself in your twenties before its too late and then go from there and you'll get at least somewhere but if you don't your fucked. Sooner you do happier you will be.
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>>123773>>123774Yeah I was but I feel like im probably at risk for OD too so fair enough. Or I guess not OD because its legal but I was drinking so much i was choking on my vomit at one point. But I used to pass out on xans so it's yk. But yeah. Work through whatever trauma or baggage you have try working through that before you get to my age. You'll go through different periods and those will be focused on different things blah blah blah. Idfk.
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>>123775never said i was some esoteric neo-nazi? i dont think your a good fit for this community, the postirony seems to go over your head
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>>123774>>123777I don't think you have a concept of irony to begin with so not sure how you got to post irony lol. I believe you believe you understand what that is in some heavily dumbed down sense though. But I'm also from a different generation maybe. I used to be with it. Then what it was changed and now what it is seems strange and scary. It will happen to you.
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>>123776appreciate it, dont care if you believe me but im just trying to enjoy what there is whil i have it. i dont care if the way i live is destrucive as i said i dont want to live till 30
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>>123778there is no sincerity in this community, even when it comes to politics. like right now we can insult each other but none if it really means anything. in that way its liberating. its a generational thing, but also a carry-over from the russian side of the internet
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>>123779I didnt at your age either but things can get better or at least find purpose if you make them. You might not be able to get all the experiences you wished you had or erase the ones you didn't but the time for living is sometime in your 20s then into your thirties maybe idfk. Im late 20s but I do dread the oncoming big one. But yeah. I kinda forgot what I was saying. I think I pulled my back at work. Im high as fuck and will probably end up clonking in the next hour. But it's like dude yk life's what you make it in some ways. You're only twenty once. I wish I had some of the emotional intelligence I have now sooner. But it's yk. You'll emberass yourself. You can't be liked by everyone. But you gotta get out there. You'll never regret the times you felt alive You'll regret the times you didn't do anything. You'll regret the experiences you didn't have more than did.
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>>123781I agree, I used to be afraid of living a materialistic life when I was a kid, but now Ive found purpose in it. maybe its a sin to do so, but that doesnt bother me right now. lifes switches between me feeling like im getting the most out of it partying young, and then feeling like im fucking up and that its all just superficial
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>>123780Oh ok. I mean id rather have a serious discussion tbh. But I might also just be combative. Really nothing means anything online least not on thus type of online simply because yk it's little consequence. But yeah I see what you're saying. I kinda miss when there was more serious discussion of music online though especially music thst doesn't fucking suck. Yk not K Pop not Sevverslvt lol. But yeah I might take things too seriously sometimes. Feel like ive been told thst before. Idfk dude. You gotta understand like I just got off a ten hour shift. I'm not going on disability and I dont wanna go back to school it always felt alienating. So this is my life yk. Its just blue collar yk honest hard living ig. I mean im a proud waggie. I'm a euromarxist. I'd rather continue living like that. Being autistic is alright if you're contributing. Yk. It's like as long as there's at least one woman who respects you and you can afford food you'll probably be alright. Hope the economy rebounds tho. But im not having to go back to school and im not on tard bucks. It's like at this point I'm just like yk I'm whatever. Idrk another way to live as an adult I dont feel like. I don't wanna go on disability I dont need tardbucks but I cant picture myself going back trying to do college or really working an office either. It's I think I would in fact be alright being 50 washing dishes. Bastard faggots with shitty gaming desktops who run our country might not understand that ig. But yk. It's when I really think about yk I have meaning as a wage cuck. I don't wanna go back to school. I don't wanna go on disability. I don't. Breaking my back makes me feel like a man. It's like yk earning your keep a bit. Idk.
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>>123782I dont live a materialistic life and it is in fact a ain to do so. My family was trying to convince me to go on disability. Before that go back to school. But I don't fucking want too. I know I'm a wagecuck but without my ex bitch trying to make me feel bad for washing dishes im kind of happy with that. I don't want to use my autism to live off the system. I don't want a blue collar job either. I want to continue being a wagecuck and feeling like I'm "of value" lol. I wanna be a cog in the machine. Im unironically a commie though. But also yk it's like maybe if id went to college out of highschool or if I was already on disability I would see being a wageslave or paying taxes as bad aswell. Idk.
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>>123782Materialism is bad. Rare Funkos will not generate meaning. Thinking your an anime characters or a influencer will not generate meaning. You should read "what is to be done" and also listen to more CAN. Rare Funkos can't replace meaning.
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No anime characters or rapper or funko pop can tell you who you really are.
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>>123784Nothing wrong with being a wagie, its honest work that keeps the country running. I respect that your not on welfare, growing up so many people around me would just freely abuse the government system. never had any respect for them. if your going to live high it means nothing if your arent the one facilitating it.
>>123786>>123787trvke meaningless plastic crap is nothing to aspire for
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Materialism will leave you empty. I tried to fill that void as a kid thst way. I was even more autistic than I am now. About superheroes. But at a certain point you gotta realize no superhero is gonna be there for you when you're at your lowest. No superhero can really help you through the pain of whatever. I cartoonishly rejected it at a younger point out of shame but it's like yk. I wad one of those super comic book nerds. But see that was because I have autism whatever. That's like a proxy for connection. That's not good. You don't want that. You need to be able to process the pain you feel inside yourself. So that's I think you know something at least in my life ive experienced. I dont care about superheroes or kaiju much as much anymore maybe if im drunk ill watch some of it. But you need people who are really there. You can't just be in your own bubble all the time. That's like because as a kid I tried to replace that with Spiderman and Ultraman and Kamen Rider and Docotor Strange. But it's like no matter how autistic I am or what that feels like at the end of the day doctor strange isn't gonna be there when im at my lowest. When I needed people those were friends and family. It wasn't Dr.Strange or the ultramen coming to save me. Yk? So yeah idk. Consumerism bad. Marxism good.
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>>123788Im not against welfare its just not for me. Its not yk. Idk. But yk we'll see. Price of living versus pay is fucked atm.
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>>123788But yeah the epic superheroes never cured my autism nor any character from a Japanese role playing game. Yk the people who are there for you are what matters. At a certain age you just realize you know it's like as an adult man you gotta realize no matter how autistic you are that you're not Ultraman you're not a Power Ranger you're not Sonic The Hedgehog. You have to live with your own baggage. The pain within yourself. And you gotta learn not to try and be someone you aren't. You will still feel shame but you gotta learn acceptance for that. That's what Ultraman or Sonic no matter how autistic you are can't teach you. When a family member dies no matter how autistic you are or whatever ultramans not gonna be there. And yk thats alright. We can't be ultraman. As a kid I thought id grow up and suddenly not be autistic and ig be like the superheroes. But its like yk fuck man I feel like when we accept ourselves for who we are better or worse we can do more than when we can't or don't. But life is a constant process until you die so yk.
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>>123789this was miscommunication, by "materialism" I mean indulging in drink and nice food, getting nice clothes and taking pills to feel good with people you will not know long-term. Definitely didnt mean anime and superheroes geg. Wouldnt be here if I was into reddit shit
>>123790There are people who actually need those programs, while I would never use them myself my issue is with lazy fucks abusing it
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>>123792>>123788>"taking pills to feel good with people you will not know long-term. Definitely didnt mean anime and superheroes geg. Wouldnt be here if I was into reddit shit"I wasn't thinking "reddit shit" specifically. More just meant mass media and consumer products. I was just using this particular "reddit shit" as an example.
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>>123792You don't have to respect me but there are people who need it more than I do yeah. Im not trying to yk.
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>>123794The corporations are the peoples enemy and consumerism is the way they control us. I think we agree on that given what youve said about your beliefs. As I said earlier I dont think its healthy or that my decisions are good, im just trying to enjoy life while im young with other young people I dont care where that leaves me
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>>123793marge is this from a real mod
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>>123788"Anime and Superheroes" and other "reddit shit" by extention just as an example. Escapist fantasies and whatnot. This might be applicable to fashion designers or models too as much as Ultraman or Kamen Rider. In the same way I as a seven year old autist could not be a Ultraman or Kamen Rider and had to eventually deal with the reality of my autism. So maybe it was "reddit shit" at one point further away in my past. But like it doesn't have to be just "anime and superheroes". It could be any number of celebrities or characters from other types of "reddit shit" or even classical literature etc. Grounding it in "reddit shit" just makes sense in giving a more concrete idea for the sake of argument.
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>>123797why would it be a mod?
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Sigma Sigma Rizz Ohio or something fellow kids!