>>137735this thread wasn't intended to demoralize even, it was just to point out that unless we do something things won't get better. for me (op) i was never depressed or anything, while my real life situation isn't the best i love this site and doing my hobbies so it's fine. i don't think i'll ever have a normal life though which is what i wanted to point out here.
>>137746WARNING: WORDSWORDSWORDSi hope she is, but it will be us that will have to bring down the walls of babylon. humans were meant for "tribes" where you know everybody and have a shared kulchur unlike our modern dehumanizing wretched coercive state oversocialization machine where you walk by thousands of people you will never get to know who socially push you to conform. by this i do not mean that we have to return to 500 bc tribal structures and primitivism, by this i mean that humans simply have to have a community again. we could have our voluntary city state without any normgroids, hoppean libertarianism argues for tiny voluntary city states where everyone can find his own community. the truth is that every modern state runs on ideologies which are marginally different from each other. shanghai looks like nyc. in shanghai you will also soon live in the same racial jungle of total foreigners who you will never understand and work for an employer who you never speak to. everyone suffers in this society, everyone pushes everyone else to conform and be an obedient little goy in a demonic circle. a better world is possible, this is the mindset that won the left the 20th century despite being completely wrong. you could live in a community of people who you fully understand, have similar interests to with no normgroids in sight. i'm all for them running their own demonic cycle until its conclusion, their cities will turn to hell while our hyperborea would stand. we just need to defeat the government which seeks to turn the world into a global village, therefore only making this sorry state of the world worse and increasing oversocialization. kaczynski saw our world and came to the conclusion that we need to end modern technology. i see the world through his lenses too but i came to a different conclusion, i don't think it's necessary to revrn to monke or something to fix oversocialization, a completely social phenomenon. you can just end oversocialization with the abolishment of the government which will create natural communities instead of these modern "nations" which have been all long erased with no sign of a shared culture left. the problem is not you, it's the global dehumanization cartel.
>stop blaming your problems on others>yeah the government mangled all my bones and put me in a pod but at least im not blaming other people for my problemsthe government oppressing you is not some far fetched idea. it can and it will oppress you. i blame nobody else besides the coercive forces of the government.
there is nothing inherently wrong with high functioning autism. i am a reasonable high iq white man and the only reason why things ever go to shit is because i am different from the despicable normgroid horde i have to live with.
death to centralization
the opposite of the global village is always right