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Dear personal blog
I dont think i want to troon out anymore.
this week i went to the doctor, to get the first hrt prescription. I had all the blood exams required. In the waiting room, I saw such freakshows that I couldn't stop feeling discomfort and disgust.
The first thing I noticed was the pooner to troon ratio. For every tranny, there were 3 pooners. I don't know what tiktok does to them, too much yaoi o algo. The funniest thing is seeing the size of their shoes and their teenage stubble.
All the troons were disgusting and unconvincing. There was a boy in a school unifor with her mom (literal child endagerment), an old man, and a guy built like a fridge with a wig dressed like a woman, he must have been 7ft tall and he was really fat.
The place also had an abortion clinic in there, which is very apt: its the place where lives get ruined and destroyed, funded by the taxpayer.
When I was called by the doctor, he made me sign a consent letter but he didn't let me read it, I had to ask him to give it back to me so I could. He clearly thought I was a nuisance because of it. The doc said I understood the consequences and side effects and that I cannot sue them in case I regret it basically. That's a reasonable consent demand, not letting you read it is grounds for a lawsuit on its own tho so I think I shot myself in the foot.
Anyway I got the prescription and I have to go back in 2 months. I've been sitting on this for the entire day because having seen the limited effects hormones have on your body, the repulsive scene at the waiting room and the sketchy form, I am feeling a deep regret and I feel like a complete retard for even considering this.
Chronically online idealization doesn't survive contact with reality, as usual. Wordswordswords to say nothing new.
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What did you think was gonna happen in the first place anyway?
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Did you ACTUALLLY try to do it? Are you fucking retarded?
№4277233[Quote]
take Testosterone instead
steroids
Inject horse semen in your blood
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Oh my god OP, you did! Why?! Who the fuck groomed you into doing this?
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you actually did it
buy the rope op
№4277247[Quote]
>>4277233Dont tell him that, if he got groomed this easy he might actually be dumb enough to try it
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Have you seen the ywnbaw copypasta
At the end it says "and there is no turning back"
You can still turn back, stop this
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>>4277246I am honestly in this camp
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>>4277246We are trying to help this nigga escape from it
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>>4277177 (OP)I remember in one of your threads on this same topic you mentioned that you looked quite feminine already and you would probably be able to pass as a woman.
>having seen the limited effects hormones have on your bodyAside from the child (who presumably hadn't began at that point and thankfully so) you only came into contact with two people, both well past puberty and well into their adult years. HRT can still work on you if you give it time, and besides, if you get FFS (which is covered under taxpayer funded healthcare) you'll easily be able to pass if the HRT + feminine styling wasn't enough to do the trick on its own. It's understandable to get cold feet but it shouldn't be enough to encourage you to back out now
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>>4277265Nigga what the fuck is wrong with you? If he wants to detrans its his call to make. You dont have to groom him into chopping his nuts off for no reason. What do you even get from this?
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>>4277283Depending on what race he is it'll be a good thing (unless he's white)
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>>4277283No, no, he's got a point, if you're this easily manipulated you do deserve to have your balls cut off, nothing more ironic than being gaslit into doing it yourself
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>>4277287Grooming people is still wrong for obvious reasons
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>grooming is anything I dont like
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>>4277283>What do you even get from this?What do you get out of telling him to back out when going through with it will help him improve himself and reduce the harm caused by his dysphoria instead of repressing it and making it worse? If someone needs to have a medicine injected into their arm to save them from a serious infection, should a fear of needles or a few fringe cases of people who it didn't end up working for stop them from potentially saving themselves? Obviously not.
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And mlecchas
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argentinean gem
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>>4277309Im not telling him to detrans, Im telling to do what he believes is best for himself. He doesnt need someone telling him what is right for his body and what is not. Im a christian and I wont stand by while someone is being told these dangerous things.
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>>4277233This makes your body produce less test naturally btw
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>>4277327>He doesnt need someone telling him what is right for his body and what is not.Again, emotions can supersede reason, and yes, some people would benefit from reassurance in what is right for their body and what isn't. For example, a morbidly obese person would definitely need someone giving them advice in what is right for their body and what isn't, especially if they are mentally ill or otherwise given to mood swings. I'm only giving him reasons to reconsider backing out of his decision that he quite firmly made a week or two ago.
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>>4277346Your example is a man actively throwing his life away. We are talking about young man, possibly a teen from the way you talk about him, trying to castrate himself.
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>>4277362I said it to show your point that someone "doesn't need someone else telling him what is right for his body and what is not." is flawed, but even when applied to this context, it's still retarded. He could definitely benefit from reasoned external advice that isn't just a bunch of brown teenagers spamming "KYS COMMIEPEDOTROON" or telling him not to do it because they saw a video of some reddithon's infected axe wound and think that's how all trannies end up. If he doesn't go through with it it's very likely he will live to regret it and spend every day thinking about how he could've transitioned while he as young, as many repressors do. Since a probable cure for his condition is readily available to him, it would be actively malicious to tell him to not take it.
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>>4277300He's not grooming, I (assume) OP is a fully grown man, if he is listening to randoms on the shitty.clitty then I'll do nothing but laugh at his retardation and hope that he actually goes through with cutting off his balls just so he doesn't have any offspring as retarded as him, remember that gullible people only exist as to further the
(((liars))) and
(((parasites))), kill them, and there will be no one for the leeches to feed on.