>>4214655idk if you have already fucked off too much in terms of life opportunities frankly this isnt going to end until you die either from the drinking or something more direct
<reddit spacethe only reason i dont drink and lurk on the log 24/7 is because i want to keep opportunities open in case i change my mind about wanting to die young in the future
<reddit spaceso if you have anything left just focus on keeping those doors open so you don't regret closing them on your future self, might help to give yourself a deadline on when you want to croak, gives you a sense of urgency in achieving what few futile goals you still have and maybe in achieving them you'll decide it's worth pushing back the deadline. the nihilism is real doe…