[ home / overboard ] [ soy / qa / raid / r ] [ int / pol ] [ a / an / asp / biz / mtv / r9k / tech / v / sude / x ] [ q / news / chive / rules / pass / bans / status ] [ wiki ]

A banner for soyjak.party

/pol/ - International /Pol/itics & /Bant/er

Politics & countrywars
Catalog
Name
Email
Subject
Comment
Flag
File
Password (For file deletion.)

File: IMG_0185.jpeg 📥︎ (77.15 KB, 922x699) ImgOps

 â„–4109289[Quote]

I am currently going through severe depression which is causing me brain fog. I am extremely angry at the world and I hate living with my parents. I'm 21 with no money and I hate being dependent on them. I hate when they ask me questions and I want to be free without having to answer to them. 3 weeks ago I lost my temper for the first time in 12 years, I beat up some gym guy and I got arrested but all charges were dropped. I have lived a life of humiliation and I can't stand it anymore. I'm also extremely scared of death which makes me overthink ever situation. Whenever I have to socialize with someone especially older women I feel on the edge and I get super scared but because I have an ego I don't want to seem weak. And it's hard to seem weak when you're 6'4 and very muscular. Sometimes I feel like I'm about to have a panic attack and want to cry. Why am I like this? What is the solution? I'm praying everyday and reading the bible

 â„–4109335[Quote]

it's basically you barely being able to socialize. Do you have any friends or just people you know? If so, talk to them. Start job hunting or maybe find a university. Don't be afraid to start conversations
>I'm praying everyday and reading the bible
Well that's great, keep on doing that because it actually does heal you mentally.
I think if the situation is so bad just start saying morning to strangers, that would be a good start. Even if the situation isnt really bad just try being a positive man.

 â„–4109342[Quote]

Just buy a rope canadajeet

 â„–4109347[Quote]

go exercise

 â„–4109375[Quote]

>>4109347
I go to the gym
>>4109335
And I do have friends but all I do is get mad at them because they're rude. Maybe I am a psychopath

 â„–4109376[Quote]

sell all possesions, give to parents, go live the rest of your life at a monastery as a monk

 â„–4109381[Quote]

>>4109342
Buddy not the time stfu poopjeet

 â„–4109391[Quote]

>>4109289 (OP)
well chud if you're so depressed about your circumstances you should try changing them
impotently seething at your condition and reading a book about an old magic jew carpenter is not going to fix your problems or your depression
it's time for you to get your shit together. Get educated, get a proper job. Go out, meet people. Go apologise for what you did at that gym.

 â„–4109392[Quote]

File: 5071e218-6bd1-4409-882c-5….jpeg 📥︎ (200.63 KB, 960x1088) ImgOps

>polsissies falling for dis reppie bait
grim

 â„–4109394[Quote]

>>4109391
I didn't beat him up at the gym
Also I do have a proper education and I do talk to people I'm just super anxious so I come off as a psychopath

 â„–4109398[Quote]

>>4109381
You really think this is real retardGOD?

 â„–4109402[Quote]

>>4109394
>I do have a proper education
Then use that to your advantage to achieve financial independence.
>I do talk to people
Of course, everyone does. But you should try to make friends.
>I'm super anxious
face your fears. Only exposure therapy will condition you to stop being scared. There is nothing to be afraid of.
>I come off as a psychopath
You probably dont. Stop overthinking it.

 â„–4109403[Quote]

>>4109398
Idk,but still

 â„–4109442[Quote]

>>4109402
I do because every woman has told me it

And I don't have typical anxiety it's mostly intrusive thoughts where I am constantly scared for my physical safety and my ego's safety. To feel safe I often look at the person in front of me and imagining me doing cruel acts to that person

 â„–4109452[Quote]

Holy shit man you've been going through alot and have been documenting your niggerhell descent ever since two months ago

 â„–4109453[Quote]

overdose on benzos and kill yourself



[Return][Catalog][Go to top][Post a Reply]
Delete Post [ ]
[ home / overboard ] [ soy / qa / raid / r ] [ int / pol ] [ a / an / asp / biz / mtv / r9k / tech / v / sude / x ] [ q / news / chive / rules / pass / bans / status ] [ wiki ]