>>4106521 (OP)I was going to jerk off last night but when I was looking at the pictures on my screen I was suddenly gripped with a sense of profound sadness that I would never be able to touch, hug and love any of the creatures rendered before me. I think what I want more than anything is to just be loved by them, to be hugged and cuddled and caressed and told that everything will be okay. While choking my slightly above average white penis in my hand I pictured myself from a third person view, standing across from the SISA lying on the bed, and I couldn't continue masturbating because I knew what I was doing is completely disordered; not because there's anything inherently wrong with anthro women (quite the contrary, they're superior to 3dpd roasties), but because the proxy I settled for using as means to gratify my unfulfillable urges is so detached from what love should be that it constituted an insult against that picture of a tall anime fox with fat tits. I turned off my phone and, overcome with a melancholic feeling of despondence, I tried to cry, but no tears dared depart from my Germanic eyes.