>>4106107 (OP)It's okay, most girls usually go through a lo/tttt/ of body dysphoria when they're figuring out who they're meant to be. You know deep down how hard it is to be a man, having to constantly assert, grapple with and fight for what little masculinity you project on this board, but it's okay. This struggle, in addition to your repressed gynephilic desires, is what keeps you miserable. Your subconscious knows you were meant to be a girl, there's no point trying to fight it. Besides, you'd look cute if you grew your hair out again.