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try drugs
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>>4017906No, because internally I would still know I am here. All of it would be an illusion. Maybe this is also just an illusion, this would be gemmy.
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>>4017907You do not understand what I mean. Furthermore, being an astronaut is not nearly as fun as most people think it is.
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>>4017910What is the meaning of this?
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Without people it'd be even more boring
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>>4017917Maybe. This probably sounds like some delusional trannybabble, but I would rather live in a fantasy world like LOTR or something.
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>>4017900 (OP)What will you do just floating? You gonna float the earth or space?
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>>4017928This sounds far better than being here. My soul is infinite just like the platonic realm, so I have much time for reflection.
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>>4017933drugs won nukazakhsissy
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>>4017933That is what I mean when I say you do not understand what I meant. The thing is most astronauts do not really go into outer space. They stay in there capsule and just look outside. Also not far away enough.
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>>4017934Maybe, I will definitely go for a walk today.
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>>4017912>nearly as fun as most people think it isHow is that? I always dreamed to visit the space then paint a rock throw a rock with fire-resistant paint and throw it on the ground
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>>4017941Good luck man, if you can do it in a rural area then it's better
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>>4017942You can do that and it would be some fun. Also the stone would melt, simple fire resistant paint is not strong enough to stop that.
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>>4017945Yeah, there is a forest.
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>>4017909if you do strong enough drugs at a high enough dosage you wont know if youre alive or not
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>>4017954No because of several reasons:
1. For my goals I will need to think as clearly as possible in this state. We are talking high level philosophy and math.
2. In Austria these are very hard to get.
3. They would still leave me tied to my physical existence while at the same time downgrading it.
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>>4017954Why do you suggest that?
I mean drugs just give you the illusion, anyone can have illusions if he tried hard enough.
>>4017956You're Welcome fren
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>>4017954drugs are only good for awakening when ur stuck in low level conciousness and only drugs like psilocybin or dxm are good for that, and at some point drugs just become self-destructive.
>>4017959i recommend trying fasting or maybe ketosis, make sure you have optimal micronutrient consumption and herbs like st johns wort or mushroom stacks like cordyceps or reishi can help get rid of mental blocks, also try sensory deprivation, meditate if u don't already and i personally like qigong breathing with buddhism mantra, don't use caffeine and do semen retention
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>>4017959>>4017962maybe, but it definitely promotes abstract thinking. like when you step away from a problem for 20 mins and come back with a totally different mindset but on a much bigger scale.
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>>4018059cant speak for how people get on hard drugs except one time i went a little crazy on H for a few months and got sick but nowhere near enough for me to want to score more to feel better. meanwhile booze i stg i can hear something that sounds vaguely similar to a can being opened and i want to hit a liquor store